I went to a massage parlor also, bachelor party mess up beyond belief. I feel awful and if I tell my soon to be we are done. Something I don't want to do again. She performed a hand job with lotion and lube. Watched her what I felt was the whole time but now my paranoia has kicked in. She went to spit and I said no and wiped away before it touched me. Not 100% there wasn't anything besides that as when we were done 2 mins later she almost upset and asked why not spit. Nervous I just said lotion only and left. I have tested for urine chlamydia and gonorrhea which came back negative. I currently am waiting for early detection hiv test but need advice, this is killing me holding off being with my fiance in fear of what I may give her.