I recently had a mental weakness and got a 'massage' where the girl was naked and on top of my.
There was no penetration of any kind (penis to vaginal), however, she was flipped around and tongued her anus. I licked the outside and stuck my tongue in a little bit. I didn't lick her vagina anywhere.
For the past couple days, I have been freaking out about what I could have exposed myself to. In the moment, I didn't think anything of it, however, I've been researching and getting a full range of answers. I am super nervous, gut is wrenched, and can't sleep more than an hour a night.
I am most deathly afraid of HIV, but have to wait a couple weeks to get tested until they can perform the early test, as I do for most STDs I've been reading about where symptoms don't show right away.
I came here for advice and to assess the true risk of what I have exposed myself to. It has been 48 hours and I haven't had any symptoms of any sort.
So, here I am looking for advice and the true potential risks I have put myself in.
Thank you so much for your time.