First off: No discharge, no cloudy urine, no dysuria or pain at all before during or after urination, glands and urethral opening appears normal (maybe slight redness due to excessive checking), no sores or lesions anywhere, no fever or nausea.
Yet still, I just feel like something is wrong down there. It causes my penis to stiffen up while it is flaccid, which I believe then causes me to feel a slight discomfort. I cannot stop focussing on it.
Historically, I've had gonorrhea and/or chlamydia. When this started (after unprotected oral sex), I went into the cycle of worry and did a course of amoxicillin and doxycycline (the correct prescription for gon/chlam, amox 1000mg 1 time + doxy 7 days). Went away, had sex on day 9, and then the symptoms came back.
My wife had finished a course of amoxicillin for a sore throat (8 day course). I'm sure if we had anything, it was done in by the antibiotics.
Is this just the guilt? The symptoms go away but come back if I feel the slightest tinge, and immediately my penis shrivels up and gets stiff (anxious penis). Then I start the cycle of milking to check for discharge, and there's none. Maybe a tiny tiny amount after a LOT of milking, which I know is really stupid to do because it just makes things worse.
Is it possible my mind is literally manifesting these physical symptoms?