Two holes in Hymen or general vagina..?! Is that my hymen or not..?

[mannuu]

I just wanted to check if i have my hymen intact or not..cuz my bf only gently put his finger in three times -in and out just- on three different days..i didnt feel pain the three times and did not bleed, but the fourth time he did not enter my vaginal opening cuz i felt pain at the entrance and stoped him. There was no blood. But still i wanted to check. So i used my camera in mobile and took some pics with the mobile's torchlight on.. in some of the pics i noticed there were two holes in my vagina, in the pics where i have opened my outer labia a bit wider with my fingers..one hole was lower..one was above..in between there was a small lump of skin, which was the lightest shade of pink, in the shape of a circle...the two holes were about half a centimeter apart...i think that is my hymen in between them..? The hole above the skin is a bit on the inside of the skin and is hard to see bcuz its hidden by the skin unless the labia are streched aside. But i searched the internet and found that hymen is 'inside' the vaginal opening or "hole", as i am calling these. My vaginal hole which is lower is a little bigger than the above hole..the lower one  is one quarters of the tip of my pinky finger..and the above one is smaller than that..i tried to insert my finger in the smaller hole, but it hurt. I could only get one third of a centimeter of my finger inside. But it hurt so much, and the pain felt exactly like when my bf tried to put his finger last time. i left it alone. It also didn't bleed.. Then i tried to put my finger in the lower hole. It hurt a little but i put it very slowly and my whole middle finger could go in. What are these holes..? I am so confused.. And is that my hymen in between them..? Or just a lump of skin..? Plz tell me! I want to keep my hymen intact until marriage..