I’m a straight guy and I occasionally watch shemale porn. But I can only watch it if she actually looks like a real woman and not a man with a wig. Watching a shemale and a man doesn’t do much for me, but watching a shemale and another female turns me on. I think this came from the fact that I have a thing for when females act like men towards other women, because I also enjoy strapon lesbian porn and so the shemale thing is just another branch of the same type of porn.
Thank you for your response. He may be a little bored with his life but I definitely don't think he's bored with our sex life, we're pretty adventurous there. Everyday life has been a bit routine and we never get any time alone with 2 little ones but I don't understand how that would make him turn to such a strange place. His yahoo search is what puzzles me the most. To look such a specific thing up like that is strange and when I try to talk about it, he just shuts down, denies it or says he doesn't want to discuss it. I get if he's embarrassed, what I don't get is why he's attracted to this and I don't know how I'm going to get over this especially since he refuses to acknowledge it. My mind is left to wander and then I worry if it escalates in the future to the point we end up divorced or having sexual issues. I'm a woman, we tend to over think and analyze things when left to our own devices. I just wish he could give me an honest answer. I feel like he doesn't trust or respect me enough
he may not be totally straight. not gay, not straight, not bi, maybe just bi curious. he must be at least bi curious because every straight guy i have known would throw up at the thought of a penis. whether it is on a guy or a trannie. there was a guy i dated that turned out to be bi curious. only found out upon seeing is computer and pretending to be okay about it. so he opened up. really didn't bother me much, but there were other things about him that did
If that doesn't affect his sexual performance or his emotions to you , so , this will take its time and go away by itself .
It may be that he is little bored , have more free time ,
Try to make new things in your life with each other , try not to let him stay alone . just be with him and don't give him the impression that you are watching him .
Just be smart to keep your future husband ,.
Some times pure curiosity leads person astray and he returns to normal state.If it has not disturbed your relationship, it is okay. To prevent him from going astray, breathing for extended orgasm, give you a tool to sustain sexual interest with the partner.