i have a large amount of mental problems-anxiety,panic attacks,ptsd,bi-polar,delusional thinking,nightmares.they all seem to run in my family.within the last couple of years my spouse and i have experienced me falling asleep and just as i go under i try to strangle him.he can wake me up,though.just to add,about 2 yrs ago i was date raped and he didnt believe me-he accused me of cheating on him even though he had broken up with me and set me up with the man who date raped me.i was always angry that he wouldnt believe me because i didnt call the police,didnt throw him out right away(i sat curled up in my bedroom on the floor in a ball for over a day)and he believes im the type that wouldve fought more.also,2 days before all this,i went cold turkey off of 6mlgms/day of klonopin and had severe withdrawl problems.anyways,i started trying to strangle him a couple months after this all happened(we reunited 1 day after the rape and the only person i ever told was him).i was very embarrassed and felt very weak for not being able to take care of myself(ive been on my own since 15 and i worked as a prostitute and dancer to support a $300/day heroin habit although ive been clean for 20 years now i still have alot of anger towards men.is this related to adult night terrors?they run in my family,also.i dont trust my therapist-she says i wanted it and thats not true.what should i do?