please help

[honey156]

i want to write my problem...i don't know whether you can help me or not!...but if you help me,i'll be really glad and thankful:)...please thanks god for not being instead of me!!!this is my problem:99 percent of my friends and people live around me,when i want to talk to them,they don't pay attention to me very much!!!they like to speak with other friends!!however,i am their good friend they prefer to talk to their own friends,i mean other friends!! i don't know,WHY??i'm not a very ugly girl,just my nose ia alittle big.i never try to make them sad...when i want to talk to them,it's really clear that they are forced to answer and they leave me soon!!...about one of my good friends,sometimes,in the middle of my talks,when one of her friends come beside her,she don't listen to me anymore!!!!!:((...so,some of my friends tell me that you are totally different on facebook or in messages you send and on internet!!!!when i say why i'm different?!!!they answer that you speak more on internet but you are very quiet when we are face to face!!!!...but not all of them,99 percent are like this...:((((i'm sure if you don't tell me a solution,you can at least believe me:((...they just think about themselves:((....if i ask them:HOW ARE YOU?several times,there is just 1 percent posibility for me to hear how are you? from them!!!:(((((((((......i miss some of them but they never miss me:((...and i'm sure it's impossible for someone to miss me especially my friends that are absolutely emotionless:((((...oh god,i'm so poor:(((...when they have party with their friends,they seldom invite me    :((...when i write for them that i want to see you,99 percent of time,their answer is negetive and i have to go just in front of their house to see them and i'm really sure that they don't like to meet me at all:(((....when they are in my school bus,they are very friendly,but when i change my school bus,most of them seem that they don't know me anymore:(((they hardly,even say HELLO!!!!!!:((...i don't know what is my fault?/?????someone TELL me,please...it's very interesting that in their opinion,i'm a really kind girl,too!!!!!!...maybe i'm too repulsive or they are selfish...but someone tell me WHAT CAN MAKE PEOPLE too DISGUSTING LIKE ME???????????!!!!!!!!!...i don't know what to do...i was looking for somebody to chat and write my feeling:((((((....i need sympathetic...i didn't like to take your time,i'm just tired...i was not kidding,all of my sentences were TRUTH.I beg your help.PLEASE HELP ME!

[honey156]

thanks:)...i recently asked one of them:why don't you like me??what is my problem?she said: i don't know what made you ask this question! i like you and i'm sorry if i made you sad!!!!!...i think i'm so touchy and senstive..i should give up this habit:)))...thanks for your answer...

[Kayannaboo]

Being a teenager is so hard. I dont think ur friends dont like u, I think they like u fine it's just that u r different from them, you are kinda sad and thoughtful and u might wanna share ur feelings with them but they do not have the type of feelings u have. They are just trying to be normal partying teens so they may not know how to deal with the things u say. They dont understand y u cant just be loud and wild. The truth is they do not know how to help or what to say, u want that one person who will be there for u 100% of times just like u try to be there for everyone. Try to deal with u without the help of ur friends simply because they will make u feel worse. Of course u still love them and they will still be ur friends but dont present urself as "the sad girl" I can say I was "the sad girl" in H.S. so I know. Ive learnt now that people are usually only thinking of themselves and their feelings while a very rare few like urself think about the world. Limit the amount of care u give to them it sounds mean but u r not responsible for anyone's emotions in the same way they are not responsible for urs.

Best of Luck, it will get better. I'm 19 and still struggle with wanting people there myself but I'm finally learning how to be there for me.

[honey156]

thanks;)

[maatson]

No one is perfect for sure. Be happy as you are because each of us are built exclusive.