Hello, I am 16 years old, and I feel like my un-attractive body is ruining my life. I understand some people will say, 'omg stop over reacting omg man up ******', but let me give you some background on me first. I was diagnosed with Social Anxiety disorder about 5 months ago, and have been working with many psychiatrists over the last few months to combat my depression and suicidal thoughts. I cannot help these feelings, I have no reason to have these feelings, but they're there, so don't tell me I'm over exaggerating, it's an achievement for me to go to a swimming pool in such a social atmosphere, let alone to take my top off and feel physically ill at the other people there I know will be scrutinizing every wobble my ridiculous chest decides to flounder. I break out in mass sweat and panic attacks in social and public situations such as parties, so I don't go to them now. I've lost so many friends due to just being too anxious to go and meet them, just incase there is people I don't know there.
I am 6ft, and weigh 11st roughly, so I'm not exactly fat, infact for many years my family moaned at me telling me to put weight on as I was very skinny when I was younger.
My stomach is flat when stood, but so much fat appears when I sit, it's so embarrassing. My chest is oversized, I have ridiculously large moobs that don't go with my slimmer physique. I have been dieting for ages, working out, lots of cardio, but no improvement. I have such puffy nipples. This is blighting my youth, I'm going to mexico next week, but I won't take my top off for the whole holiday, It's so embarrassing and makes me feel physically ill.
Should I consider surgery if it is affecting me this much? Where would be a good place to look or should I go to my GP?