Okay so I'm 14 and my first visit with a psychologist is next week. I'm really scared.. I just want to know what's going to happen. I don't fair well with needles. Will they need to do any blood work?
I also feel like people's view of me is going to go way down. It makes sense.. Because, here, everyone is so judgemental that even my fear of heaven makes me a retard. I don't like this school but I have to be here to stay alive.. I'm threatened only by myself into this.
I needed help.. And now I'm getting it. BUt I'm so scared, I might puke at the first sight of the office. I don't ever feel well when I'm around doctor's offices or hospitals
I want to be a psychologist when I'm old enough. Is it possible that I still will be able to do that? Or did I just totaly screw up my whole future?