Getting treatment would be a great idea, it can really help you. I understand that some people who self harm, don't want help or don't think they need it, I know I didn't want to stop or get help but I promise you, once you see a councillor, over time things will start to get better and you wont feel the need to harm yourself. They can help you cope with these feelings and tell you other things to do when you feel like harming yourself. Medication is also a helpful thing if they think you need it. Please get help, it's worth it. <3
YOU NEED TO GET HELP AND YES YOUA MAY NEED MEDICATION< EVEN IF YOU DONT WANT IT YOU SHOULD TAKE IT WILL HELP YOU IT AMY TAKE SOME TIME BUT IT WILL HELP YOU