Dude, suicide is first and foremost the last thing on your agenda. Hell, it doesn't belong on any agenda. this girl is just a girl, ok? lots of girls around. if you like her, talk to her, get her to like you. be funny and easygoing, but trustworthy and decisive. about your weight issue, dont call yourself fat or any **** like that. your still a teen and you can grow out of any lovehandles you have. i used to know a kid that was technicaly obese, but when he turned 16 he had a huge growth spurt that left him lean. just remember to eat healthily and 3 times a day. breakfast lunch and dinner. regular excerise and gym help too. dont worry about looking out of place in the gym, cus it wears off. i know from experience. good luck to you and your endeavours, and keep positive. much support bro.
-hayden
why do you think what other think about you ? your level of confidence in your self is pretty low. you should go out and see the world a bit more. considered yourself lucky because there are people in way more worst situations than you are. your fat well who cares if you think your fat then it will make you uncomfortable but if you are happy with the way you are you will feel alot better about yourself. women come and go trust me i have been through school and i can remember my first time i ask a girl out ohhhhhhhhh boy ohh boy it was hard at first after that it became bloody easy. swallow your pride and forget what society thinks about (society for you is constricted to faction in school its a small place and outside nobody really cares about who asks who out or who got rejected or who is fat all they care about is whether your educated and make money). i know so many fat people who have alot of girls trust me they did not need a 6pack last time i checked. ask this girl out and see if she is interested??? you can do it. don t do anything stupid like kill yourself please you have so much more to life than school ok just relax and enjoy and forget about this situation you are in. i have faith in you man best of luck bro cheers
Im 14 also... Suicide is never the answer ive been down that road several time. But when you commit suicide you are not getting rid of your pain. Your just giving it to those who truley care about you. Ive got to say after the third time being hospitalized for attempted suicide the one thing that put evrything into perspective was my mothers face in the er room. It was horrible. Either way ive definatley been in your shoes. Know that if you ever need to tallk i am always hete to listen.
Well i think you should let her know your feelings before she goes out with someone else, besides you never know until you try she might actually like you and also does not know if you feel the same way. Also i want to encourage you not to give up if she's what you want you might eventually get her. You say you're fat but how much do you exactly weigh and how tall are you besides you're still really young and it would be easy for you to shed the weight. i wish you luck and suicide is never the best option you have your whole life ahead of you.