I wish they didn't care

[oddoneout667]

life is has become a burden, I live because I care about others I don't have much to live for realy I don't have much to say when around freinds I spend all my time alone eather angry or depressed. I don't have much time with freinds I don't relay know what I would do with more time. my memory is blury even from the past few days. I chose to live if you could call it that because it would hurt others to take the freedom of oblivion. I don't have the right kind of thinking to be happy I am a logical thinker I can do math I understand computers but thats all I am about as alive as a calculator incapable of having a social life I have little to say. I am not alive I merely exist right now my mind is supressing all emotion. I wish I wasn't so logical people would make more sence english class wouldn't have been hell I might have had a life

[JackPipsam]

your you
your the boss of you
your the cure
tell your self ^%#^ them this is MINE life and i will live it without this sh$t

[irogers515]

why are u upset about that that is a great trate in a person i wish i has that but i just don't rely care about some people

[Alex_X_18]

I think you just need to get out and be around people more
it can be really depressing when you don't feel you have enough social contact with others
I have the same sort of issues really with bein social awkard and things along that line so I can really relate on this.
I would suggest getting into some activities join some clubs at school or other places there are some places online that have groups that meet in person or you could take a class somewhere voulenteer or get a job where you work around people (preferbly try things you enjoy doing though) one thing about socialising is its much easier once you find a common thread weather it be with a friend or someone else....if you can devolp one thing in common such as an intrest or hobby with another person they will feel that connect with you and thats a key component in making new friends....
thats all I can think of for now....
hope this helps
-
Alex

[irogers]

hey it will all be ok I am just like you I am a logical thinker myself and I use to be depressed myself but I found somone to talk to that is all you need is somone to talk to I can talk to you if you wanted you can e mail me at ***@**** and we can talk about anything you want.