sooo
I dunno
last November my mom found out I'm trans, and I was grounded up until a few weeks ago for it. she would tell me that she wanted to save me and that I would burn for this, and cut me off from my friends, threw out all my clothes and made me grow out my hair
I've almost been kicked out 3 times, I'm 15.
I've had mental health issues in the past, and was attending therapy, but my parents refuse to let me seem out help now due to me looking abnormal, and they refuse to acknowledge any prior diagnosis
I've been having more and more anxiety attacks, and wow
this is a tangent question WOOT
but basically my ex forced me into sexual things and my mom's response when she found out was "I'm sorry but imagine how disgusted with you he must of been"
I don't know what to do. I've started burying myself in art music and my grades, taking a college level course and the highest level things I can take in hopes to make them proud of me, tried to kill myself, starved myself, succumbed to disphoria, and all because they can't recognize me as their son. cyrus
what do I do