I'm sad...all the time. In fact I'm not even sure I can remember the time I was absolutely positively happy. I'm a seventeen year old girl who goes to boarding school. I cut myself on the ankles because I don't want anyone to ever see. I just wish that sometimes my friends would care enough to ask me what's wrong to notice that I'm crying for help inside. I don't want to tell anyone and I don't want to know, I just wish I could vent to someone to tell them that my life *****, although there isn't too much bad with it. I just feel pathetic and worthless and I don't know what to do. I like cutting myself it feels nice but when I can't it makes me feel like I've failed. My grades are dropping, I don't hang out with my friends and everything I used to do just ***** now. I don't know how to make myself happy and I wish people would care about me more.