I will be more than happy to talk with you. Just leave me a message and I'll get back to you. I spent about 20 minutes typing out a response ro your post and then my computer went down and I lost the post. FRUSTRATING! So please contact me and I'll talk with you!
dear wishfulthinker,
Don't let others around you make you feel as your not special or important!! You are a special person and the most important person of all loves you, God. I do suffer from depression from time to time. i will go through spells where it seems to linger for quite a while, but then i have to remind myself of all that I should be thankful for. I have my health, place to live, food to eat, and much much more. i don't know if you believe in God, but he can help you through this. He is always there for me, sometimes I just don't listen. God works through you in many ways!! I hope that you make it through this tough time in your life, and I know that if you will seek God, he will walk along side you!!! Good luck to you!!