i think im depressed

[lady_rose81826]

im 18 years old..a senior college student..but..others think that im antisocial..coz i dont mingle much with my classmates and my friends..i only hang out with those who are very close to me and who knows me very well..and others had told me..that they're afraid talking to me coz im always serious..the reason behind that is.. i always have something to think about in my mind..its like..my thoughts are racing..also, when i was still in high school..i am used to crying..im really sensitive..and when i start crying (in public or privately) im finding it hard to stop..i cant stop myself from crying and it causes my chest pain..and im finding it hard to breath...im an only child..im a loner..and i have a pet at home..cats..do you think i have some kind of disease or something?..asthma or heart problem?..i need your help please...

[lady_rose81826]

hmm...yes i did that..but i dont know why im finding it hard to stop crying..i think i got a bipolar disorder...and my close friends says that im a pessimist..got personal issues..something about self-esteem..i dont know..

[new_lupe]

I dont think you have a disease,I think that your crying so much and so hard is making it harder for you to breath and causeing your chest to hurt. When I cry like that is causes me to breathe harder and makes my chest hurt.Plus I hypervenalte which makes it worse.So when your crying like that think good things and try to catch your breath and relax. Just try ok.