I have a plethora of symptoms that I've been plagued with for quite sometime. I don't have the ability to qualify for health insurance through my job, although I was qualified for a Medicaid program during and following my pregnancy but have been unable to confirm whether or not my coverage is still active so I may not have the option to see a doctor anytime soon. My symptoms include overwhelming anxiety in most day to day situations regardless of severity, clouded thinking making it difficult to have clear and productive thoughts, loss of short term memory almost immediately after thinking/hearing/reading about something, a large drop in metabolism activity, total loss of libido as well as pain during intercourse, a feeling of incompetence when it comes to completing simple tasks, inability to motivate myself or stay motivated, and occasional digestive problems(stomach pains, chronic nausea, etc). This is all greatly affecting my day to day life as well as my relationship with my significant other. He's having a difficult time supporting me because my symptoms and actions that follow make him feel unappreciated and as if I don't have a real concern for his happiness or our family's future. Which I promise is not how I really feel, I just have a difficult time getting past my "mental fog" a lot and it comes off that way. These symptoms are not who I am as a person, I know the real me is still inside somewhere but I can't seem to reach her under all of this junk! The only two thinks I'm thinking could be causing this are perhaps a thyroid condition or my birth control. I need help, I hope someone has some answers.
side note: I am not on any regular medications although I do have the Nexplanon birth control implant.