I have had TN for about 2 years now. I stopped taking my meds and was blessedly pain free for about 3 months. Now, the pain is back with a vengence. I am trying to see a neurosurgeon, but I am terrifed of both the gamma knife and the mvd. My previous neurologist said that he did not see any blood vessels or tumors pushing on my nerve when he reviewed the mri and cat scans. I just don't know which way would be the lesser evil. Also, I would love to have another child within the next 2 years and I wondered how the radiation of a gamma knife would affect that. I have been on tegretol forever and I hate it. The last 3 months that I was off it, I was a different person. I had so much energy and was like my old self. I am tired of being a brainless zombie who just wants to sleep all day. The tegretol is not working as well as it used to so I am going to have to do something. Any opinions would help. Thanks.