im 16 year old and ive been doing mollie and acid for about a year now. last month i amolst died twice, from what i believe was a drug over dose. the first time i was at a rave and i took 2 hits of some sort of research chemical one of them was 25 I, from the moment the 2nd hit took effect i didnt fell right, i wasnt really a trip, it felt more like a body high, and there was a weight on my chest. i ignoerd mthe felling and went on as normal. when we were on our way home my friend was going 70mph on a really narrow turn on the highway and all of a sudden i got this burning in my chest and my heart started racing. when we got home my body started going numb and i couldnt breathe, for the next 6 hrs i was just focousing on my breathin and trying to get my heart rate back down. i went to sleep and felt a little better the next morning, but my chest was still hurting and it was hard for me to breathe. after about a week of my chest not hurting,3 of my friends and i took a blue puma tab at a tattoo shop. i had herd that blue pumas were bunk, but the guy that gave it to me said it was a green jaguar. i never really felt like i was rolling. when we were on our way home i felt something, and then all of a sudden my arms started going numb again and they started cramping up, they were stuck in a crab like position, and i couldnt breathe, and i had this stabbing feeling in my back, i felt pain all over my body, and mostly where the main veins are, my neck, the inner part of my arm, and behind my knees, it felt like i was being stabbed. i fell out of the car and ran into the house, and drank a bunch of milk, it freaked out my friend becuse they took they same sh*t as me, my friend kinda got the chest pains but it wasnt as bad as me. i was still feeling the symptoms, but i felt a little better, i still couldnt breathe. and i seriously thought i was going to die, i layed on a couch for a couple hours trying to get my heart rate back down. its ben like that since them, sometimes it goes away but not for long. i went to the doctor they did a kat scan an ekg and blood work, but they said i was fine. i didnt tell them it was fron drugs though so they said it was probablly a panic attack, which i know it wasnt. i havnt been doing acid and mollie anymore, but ive been doing downers drinking and smoking weed. sometimes when i smoke the feeling comes back and its hard for me to breathe, sometimes my body tenses up and i start shakinng, also since then ive ben getting stabbing pains in my chest back neck and my arms, they still go numb sometimes, i just want to know whast wrong with me, i dont want death to be the only way out of this.