I'm so sorry you find yourself in this difficult time. You have to do what is best for you. You have options. There are abortion clinics that provide this service. You can look to see what is available in your area. Google, phone book, ask someone you might think would know. I do not know if you are from the US, but we have Planned Parenthood here that can also be a resource for you. They either perform the abortions or can direct you where you could go. It does cost money but most can afford it. It is not overly expensive. This is absolutely a legal option for you and one that women often do choose that do not want to go through a full pregnancy.
There is also adoption available. This can be a real win win choice for all involved. A couple that can not have a child are given that gift by you. And you can then go on to later choose when you have a child of your own to keep. You do have to go through the full pregnancy though. You can look for adoption agencies where you live or adoption lawyers as resources on how to do this.
And of course, some women do choose to keep the babies no matter the circumstances. That is often a hard road to take but has its rewards as well.
So, you must choose what is the best thing to do for you with absolutely NO judgment here for which choice you decide. We are here to support a woman no matter which way she goes. Good luck and peace to you
please let the child live. Please give them up for adoption.
Marriage doesn't qualify you to be a better parent, there is many options for you in your situation. I hope you go to your local hospital and they will help you find the loving help, or medical care you need.