Okay, so there's a lot to say but I'm just gonna try to sum it all up. Im 18 years old and me and this guy that im talking to had sex a couple days back for the first time (Wednesday or Thursday I believe) and he had came inside me .. Also the day after and then two days later (which was yesterday/Sunday). I know that was a stupid thing to do and we should've just worn a condom but we didn't ... It is what it is.
(Also I am a heavy smoker of cigarettes) about 10 a day or a little less is my usual amount.
So yesterday was a long day , we had sex or whatever and something had happened with one of my roomates about our living situation so I was stressed out, I ended up going outside and staying out for long to get my mind off of things, smoke, etc. I was exhausted and haven't been able to get any sleep because I didn't have my keys, so I had to wait outside in the cold for about 3 and a half hours till my friend came home . I was freezing, shaking, teeth chattering and I had to pee (like really bad) to the point where I had to stand up and sit back down every so often so I could try to stop the needy flow . Okay so when I got back into the house I was feeing really weird. Not sick or anything but weird . Like not myself. I was really cold and still shivering and my bladder was really heavy and uncomfortable . Like I had to pee but it wasn't urgent anymore . ( as if it was pushed all the way bak into me, so far that it doesn't even need to come out anymore) . So I sit down on the toilet and I pee, but only have way. And it frustrated me so much that I couldnt get it all out you know? Like I kept pushing and pushing just to get a few drops out every now and then . Also at one point I think semen had pushed out( because he had came in me not to long ago and it really felt like he had pushed all my pee in me and made it stay ) (just how it felt im just saying) and then after the supposed semen came out, ( while I was peeing) I wiped . And I saw blood. Like a heavy period blood but then that was it. I wiped again and nothing . If anything only semen was wiping away . So I took a hot shower immediately after and tried to warn up / relax, and even while I was showering I kept trying to push out pee or blood or something . I felt so trapped that I couldnt get the feeling away . (Nothing really was hurting btw) then.. A blood clot comes out. Very small very normal, just no period to go with it.. And then it happened. I passed what looks like an embryo ... Idk . Im gonna put the picture with this question... And I'm pretty sure it is ... I just want to be sure and I would like to know what I should do . And what could have been the cause ... Something im just scared ... Thank you in advance and thank you for taking the time to read all of this if you did so . ~Nikki
Ps: okay my iOS device does not support putting pictures up here but if you want I will personally email it to you upon request.