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A little about me
I decided to post a little about me and my family. 1st of all I have anxiety. I have phobias and social fears. I freak out when I have to talk on the phone. I'm on meds for anxiety allthough I take it everyday I don't always write it down. All my life I thought I had depression until about two months ago when I was diagnosised with bipolar disorder. I don't have any friends in real life. My family and I are on the outs. The only person I have is my Mom. We live together but we tend to argue a lot. I admit sometimes I start it but not always. She has mental problems too at 1st she was told she was paranoid schitzophrania and recently found out she was labled schitzoaffective. We are stuck at home a lot. Sometimes I feel like I'm all alone. That's why I came on here to just be able to talk about it without feeling judged by the world. To talk to people who can relate to someone who is like me sorta. Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy. I don't know why I feel this way and have since I was in my teens. Well anyway you can post something to me or you can talk about you if you want or your life or whatever. I guess that's all for now.
I won't be on for at least 7 or 10 days but it may be longer because we are going to switch our internet cuz we can't afford high speed internet. So I won't be on for awhile. So wish me luck that I'll have to deal with my problems alone and not be able to vent. By the way this ***** for me. I'm not happy about it but it's either switch or lose internet forever. All this happenb cuz Mom made a mistake in her ledger so now I have to suffer and I have no money myself. So keeo me in your thoughts. I'll try to be on here as soon as I can. If you want to keep posting things I'll read it when I return to the net.
Hope it works out for you and for me so I'll be back on soon.
I had to write this fast cuz mom is cancleing now. Gotta goi bye.
Hope it works out for you and for me so I'll be back on soon.
I had to write this fast cuz mom is cancleing now. Gotta goi bye.
Maybe you should re-visit the advice the expert on the other forum gave you.
I think not having anything to look forward too really kills any drive and motivation.
I think not having anything to look forward too really kills any drive and motivation.
Lets hope so for both of us. It is a drag to be so down all the time. Pain isn't good. Also my situation of being a prisoner in my home. I hope things change soon. And hopefully we both find happiness.
As for today augh was terrible. The best part about today is that it's almost over. For awhile I didn't do much of anything wasn't in the mood. I'm feeling a bit better just hopes it lasts but I'm not holding my breath. As you can tell I'm not very positive or did I mintion that allready. I tend to repeat myself a lot so bear with me. It can get on peoples nerves.
So anyway take care.
As for today augh was terrible. The best part about today is that it's almost over. For awhile I didn't do much of anything wasn't in the mood. I'm feeling a bit better just hopes it lasts but I'm not holding my breath. As you can tell I'm not very positive or did I mintion that allready. I tend to repeat myself a lot so bear with me. It can get on peoples nerves.
So anyway take care.
No wonder you feel so down all the time. I hate it when our lives feel like virtual prisons. I think that if we really wanted to make some changes though we could. Just dealing with all the emotional stuff is another story. Maybe a bit too scary.
I went back to the dentist today. My wisdom teeth are infected and I have dry sockets. I think I've just about over-dosed on pain meds because I've been so sore. I don't generally use pain relief either.
I have my period too (sorry! Too much information) so are feeling a little withdrawn. :(
Hopefully things will look up for us both soon.
Take care.
I went back to the dentist today. My wisdom teeth are infected and I have dry sockets. I think I've just about over-dosed on pain meds because I've been so sore. I don't generally use pain relief either.
I have my period too (sorry! Too much information) so are feeling a little withdrawn. :(
Hopefully things will look up for us both soon.
Take care.
Yeah I needed to get out. And yes venting helps me but that's usually done in my diaries and not in public but I felt like talking about it with someone. As for going out more probably won't happen for awhile.
Actually here's more venting. The truck is actaully my grandfather's truck. And we used to get to borrow it, but now he lends it to my cousin non stop. So we hardly ever get to use it. And worst of all we have no car at all but he has one that his girlfriend can use all the time. I mean I'm ok if they use it and all but it's not fair that we only get to borrow it for maybe once a month if even that when he and his girlfriend can use it everyday. As for buying a car is out cuz we don't have that kind of money. And neither Mom and I can catch a bus we can't walk that far. We're trying to get aproved for some open door policy so if we get aproved that's the only way we'll even get to go out. Otherwise I'm out of luck as usual. Also I don't know how far these busses go so even if we are accepted we may still be very limited where we go. Hopefully we'll find out more about it later this month. But that is our only hope for going out otherwise I'll probably continue to go out only to see my head doc. Yesterday was just lucky. I probably won't get to just go out like that for a long time.
Actually here's more venting. The truck is actaully my grandfather's truck. And we used to get to borrow it, but now he lends it to my cousin non stop. So we hardly ever get to use it. And worst of all we have no car at all but he has one that his girlfriend can use all the time. I mean I'm ok if they use it and all but it's not fair that we only get to borrow it for maybe once a month if even that when he and his girlfriend can use it everyday. As for buying a car is out cuz we don't have that kind of money. And neither Mom and I can catch a bus we can't walk that far. We're trying to get aproved for some open door policy so if we get aproved that's the only way we'll even get to go out. Otherwise I'm out of luck as usual. Also I don't know how far these busses go so even if we are accepted we may still be very limited where we go. Hopefully we'll find out more about it later this month. But that is our only hope for going out otherwise I'll probably continue to go out only to see my head doc. Yesterday was just lucky. I probably won't get to just go out like that for a long time.
I expect you needed too. To both vent and get out.
Is there no way you could get out more? I'm sure it would be great for you.
Is there no way you could get out more? I'm sure it would be great for you.
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