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A little about me
I decided to post a little about me and my family. 1st of all I have anxiety. I have phobias and social fears. I freak out when I have to talk on the phone. I'm on meds for anxiety allthough I take it everyday I don't always write it down. All my life I thought I had depression until about two months ago when I was diagnosised with bipolar disorder. I don't have any friends in real life. My family and I are on the outs. The only person I have is my Mom. We live together but we tend to argue a lot. I admit sometimes I start it but not always. She has mental problems too at 1st she was told she was paranoid schitzophrania and recently found out she was labled schitzoaffective. We are stuck at home a lot. Sometimes I feel like I'm all alone. That's why I came on here to just be able to talk about it without feeling judged by the world. To talk to people who can relate to someone who is like me sorta. Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy. I don't know why I feel this way and have since I was in my teens. Well anyway you can post something to me or you can talk about you if you want or your life or whatever. I guess that's all for now.
thanks for responding. I'm in a better mood now. I got to go out cuz we took a different car. So I guess I made that rant for nothing. Well I'm in a good mood now. I even got a few cds. Also it was fun getting out of the house. Obviosly when I wrote that 9 hours ago I didn't think I'd get to get out. But now hours later I relax with headphones on my ears thinking about how nice it was to get out.
How about going for a walk? Are you very remote where you live?
Earlier I was in a good mood because I actually thought I would get to go out today. I was so excited to leave the house. But that was stupid of me. I don't even know why I bother to get excited. I really don't. So instead of Mom and me getting to borrow the truck Mom will be taken to the store by someone else. So now once agian I don't get to go out. So I'm really depressed. Maybe this is the kind of thing to write in my diary but I felt like putting it here since last time I didn't have a lot to say. Right now I really hate my life. It stinks being cooped up in the house all the time. It really does. Oh yeah in case you don't know I can't go cuz there is no room for me. So I just felt like talking about it. Well thanks for listening.
I'm ok now. I spent a lot of time in front of the tv so it got my mind off of my problems. Right now I don't really have a lot to say. You know since nothing ever happens to me.
Well anyway I hope you have a good day.
Hope tomorrow I have more to talk about.
Well anyway I hope you have a good day.
Hope tomorrow I have more to talk about.
Thanks! I think I may have a dry socket because stuff (whatever that is) feels sore.
Food has been catching in the sockets which has been a nuisance. I was able to get stuff out last night under a jet of water from the shower nozzle. Nothing had worked so that was good. Sorry! Probably way too much information.
I'm not sure about the infection but will double check with my GP tomorrow when I see him.
No, infections aren't fun. I had surgery at the end of last year for breast cancer and ended up with an infection. It took over four weeks for my wound to heal (which ended up being quite deep). Sore throats aren't much fun either.
Mum and I collected Dad. It was a slow trip up (was wet, etc) but it was OK. I think I must have taken a few too many painkillers because I drove between 60- 80 km most of the way. We weren't in a hurry and mum hates driving too fast so thankfully there wasn't too much traffic on the roads.
Dad seems to have had a good trip. Mum and Dad are back to fighting again. It didn't take long.
We have roofer's here today fixing our roof.
I hope all is well with you.
J
Food has been catching in the sockets which has been a nuisance. I was able to get stuff out last night under a jet of water from the shower nozzle. Nothing had worked so that was good. Sorry! Probably way too much information.
I'm not sure about the infection but will double check with my GP tomorrow when I see him.
No, infections aren't fun. I had surgery at the end of last year for breast cancer and ended up with an infection. It took over four weeks for my wound to heal (which ended up being quite deep). Sore throats aren't much fun either.
Mum and I collected Dad. It was a slow trip up (was wet, etc) but it was OK. I think I must have taken a few too many painkillers because I drove between 60- 80 km most of the way. We weren't in a hurry and mum hates driving too fast so thankfully there wasn't too much traffic on the roads.
Dad seems to have had a good trip. Mum and Dad are back to fighting again. It didn't take long.
We have roofer's here today fixing our roof.
I hope all is well with you.
J
I hope you feel better. Believe me it's no fun to get sick. I've had an infection from having my wisdom teeth pulled so it ain't fun. Also I get a lot of sore throughts due to sinus infections around this time of the year. I hope you and your Dad have a good time. And like I said before....
feel better and take care too.
feel better and take care too.
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