Aa
resignation
what is the point
what is the point
of trying so hard
everyone I love
is pushed away
from me
by me
by this thing
this thing that hurts so bad
that IU cannot make go away
that I know now
will never go away
there will be no going
there will be no away
it will always be here
it will always be now
I cannot run from it
everywhere I go
it is
what is the point
of trying so hard
everyone I love
is pushed away
from me
by me
by this thing
this thing that hurts so bad
that IU cannot make go away
that I know now
will never go away
there will be no going
there will be no away
it will always be here
it will always be now
I cannot run from it
everywhere I go
it is
I like this poem :-))
Well thanks for sharing and ill be waiting
yeahup I wrote this when I was having a really hard time dealing with my life and my medical "issues".
It does seem incomplete. I kind of wanted it to end with the feeling that it wasn't finished. Like how some songs end on a note that makes you lean forward expecting more music, but it never comes.
I know it made it seem a little more "dark" and not as positive as I normally can be. But when I wrote this, I was so completely taken over by the feelings of "the dark side, lol" I wanted this poem to "feel" th way I felt at the time. And at the time, I was not feeling super positive.
However.
I am soooooo thankful for this forum. I have been trying to be more brave with sharing my feelings. For me, it is really hard to articulate my emotions with "regular words" Sometimes it feels like the emotions I am feeling cannot be described with words and explanation.
Sometimes it feels like a poem, or an analogy, or story or something is the only way I can really get close to explaining what I am "feeling" or how I am "being" at the moment I write the poem.
I don't know if that even makes sense, lol. But. in the past, I never would have been brave enough to post a poem like that where other people could see it. I would have felt too exposed.
It is really good for me to have a place like the Tea Time Cafe. I am really glad it is here,
And thank-you for commenting on my poem. :) I am glad you got from it what you did. :D
I will try to post a more uplifting poem next time. :)
It does seem incomplete. I kind of wanted it to end with the feeling that it wasn't finished. Like how some songs end on a note that makes you lean forward expecting more music, but it never comes.
I know it made it seem a little more "dark" and not as positive as I normally can be. But when I wrote this, I was so completely taken over by the feelings of "the dark side, lol" I wanted this poem to "feel" th way I felt at the time. And at the time, I was not feeling super positive.
However.
I am soooooo thankful for this forum. I have been trying to be more brave with sharing my feelings. For me, it is really hard to articulate my emotions with "regular words" Sometimes it feels like the emotions I am feeling cannot be described with words and explanation.
Sometimes it feels like a poem, or an analogy, or story or something is the only way I can really get close to explaining what I am "feeling" or how I am "being" at the moment I write the poem.
I don't know if that even makes sense, lol. But. in the past, I never would have been brave enough to post a poem like that where other people could see it. I would have felt too exposed.
It is really good for me to have a place like the Tea Time Cafe. I am really glad it is here,
And thank-you for commenting on my poem. :) I am glad you got from it what you did. :D
I will try to post a more uplifting poem next time. :)
Thank-you for sharing did you write this? It seems incomplete like it was going to get more positive but didn't none the less great
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