My penis suddenly became became hard flaccid about three weeks ago. 0 erections for the first few days. Never even knew what this was, freaked out, but after a lot of edging for a week my penis was restored for good two weeks. Erections were good. Suddenly the hard flaccid came back. Once again 0 erections. A few days later my penis became number, slightly thicker and number in the bottom half and a slight curve to the left (ONLY WHEN FLACCID THOUGH). I went to the doctor, they said nothing wrong with it. Just relax. So i calmed myself down and decided I was going to get an erection, after much pulling and stretching on my hard penis I managed to get it to its full erectile length and girth, however, the 'erection' wasn't rigid and it flopped down onto my stomach whereas it usually points almost straight up (a normal erection). This wasn't just a normal semi though, I had never experienced this form before. It really was like it was erect but it was easy to push in all directions, despite being pretty hard. you couldnt bend the top half in different directions to the bottom half if that makes sense; but the whole thing as one could fall straight forward and straight back with no problem. Anyway so after this happened I started getting a severe pain few hours later which now comes and goes. The pain is only really on one side. It is at the base of my penis on the right side but this pain is coming from both the front right side of the penis (maybe the suspensory ligament? It's that area) and the back right side, down into where the scrotum connects the penis (a nerve thing perhaps). My glans also get hypersensitive at times. This was all a few days ago and I have not tried masturbating with it since. I have seen doctors and they all say there's not much wrong but I have yet to see a urologist.
From what I have researched I feel I have damaged my suspensory ligament because of the curvature to one side and the previous non-rigid erection. I am now on absolutely zero erections or morning wood. Advice would be great.
Right now my penis is:
a little numb
extremely hard to the touch, retracted and small.
slight pain on one side
impossible to stretch out its that hard at the moment
complete erectile dysfunction including no morning wood
Anyone have ANY guidance for me here?
Despite this only being a few days old I have come to terms with never being able to get hard by myself again but I would like to know if anyone thinks cialis/viagra would NOT work on me? I am already thinking about the implant too.
I know this was a long read but thanks!