I am feeling suicidal related to an event happened in my life. I am 18, few days before, I was walking with my 11 year old sister on road while talking, and then my sister was about to step into a small pithole and I try to stop her by grabbing her arm above elbow, but I accidently touched/grabbed her breasts. This accident was completely accidental and unintentional and I never ever meant to touch her in a wrong way. I really hate pedophilia and incest, and I never ever supported it, and will never do such things ever in my life. But after that incedent, I am feeling like a criminal or assaulter and child predator. And I am very depressed and feeling suicidal and just want to die. What should I do? And how should I move on? My sister does not know or remever this and probably will never going to remember this. But I am feeling guilty and dying from inside. Please help soon.