zeezeebee's MedHelp Blogs https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1064023 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en spiraling out after yesterdays almost 10x b/p i tried to vow to myself to take a motherfuckin day off and just eat zeezeebee Tue, 10 Nov 2009 17:20:03 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/135870/spiraling-out https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/135870/spiraling-out one of those... im such a horrible awful fuckup. 5 lb gain in 4 days?! its appalling. i havent gone to work for the p zeezeebee Thu, 15 Oct 2009 15:26:43 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/129534/one-of-those https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/129534/one-of-those painful ugh i was feeling so sick and thought my mum would bring by just a little bit of food. no. she brings zeezeebee Tue, 13 Oct 2009 22:18:58 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/129089/painful https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/129089/painful i am a disgusting fat mess ugh. yesterday was a mess. binge once no purge, b/p twice, then another binge and no purge. and so to zeezeebee Tue, 13 Oct 2009 17:29:15 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/129033/i-am-a-disgusting-fat-mess https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/129033/i-am-a-disgusting-fat-mess strange i found my old journal from treatment from earlier this year. it was strange reading through it... so zeezeebee Fri, 09 Oct 2009 22:49:46 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/128187/strange https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/128187/strange sigh. that was kind of unpleasant... the purging until i just got so nauseous from watching all the food st zeezeebee Thu, 08 Oct 2009 03:07:27 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/127676/sigh https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/127676/sigh