https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1551327 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en Working on rule #2 Depression is 2- Anxiety is 1. I have alredy developed the number one rule for li Bubulous Sat, 28 Jan 2017 07:55:09 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2220170/Daily-inventory https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2220170/Daily-inventory Working on rule #2 Depression is 2- Anxiety is 1. I have alredy developed the number one rule for li Bubulous Sat, 28 Jan 2017 07:55:09 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2220166/Daily-inventory https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2220166/Daily-inventory Depression: 2 Anxiety 2 I have completed a lot of goals since being released from treatment. My n Bubulous Thu, 26 Jan 2017 06:48:01 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2219006/Daily-journal-Jan-26-2017 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2219006/Daily-journal-Jan-26-2017 Depression is barely on the radar, anxiety is almost absent. I am still a little groggy this motning Bubulous Wed, 25 Jan 2017 07:29:10 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2218404/Daily-inventory-Jan-25-2017 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2218404/Daily-inventory-Jan-25-2017 I see the next demon I am going to have to either tae or elimminate is cigarrettes. Since I have bee Bubulous Mon, 23 Jan 2017 06:39:25 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2216476/Daily-inentory-Jan-23-2017 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2216476/Daily-inentory-Jan-23-2017 I feel uncomfortable I am uncomfortable But I am ok with that Mentally I am ok But I feel distrac Bubulous Sat, 21 Jan 2017 05:31:46 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2212830/Thinking-of-imagining-the-feeling-of-the-spirit-Daily-inventory https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2212830/Thinking-of-imagining-the-feeling-of-the-spirit-Daily-inventory My anxiety is low today at about a 1 or 2. My depression is a little higher at about a 4. My main g Bubulous Fri, 20 Jan 2017 07:54:24 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2212814/Daily-inventory-1-20-2017 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2212814/Daily-inventory-1-20-2017 The day is not really important because I could go by the calendar- which would logically make sense. Bubulous Mon, 17 Oct 2016 14:34:23 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2092568/What-day-is-this-oh-yeah-OCT-Something https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2092568/What-day-is-this-oh-yeah-OCT-Something I am working on a new theory for fighting depression. It sort of ties together all of the other theo Bubulous Tue, 11 Oct 2016 09:12:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2085316/OCT-11-2016 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2085316/OCT-11-2016 Today has been a great day. It really had to be because yesterday was so horrible, but that's the wa Bubulous Sat, 08 Oct 2016 18:54:03 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2084104/OCT-8-2016 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2084104/OCT-8-2016 Yesterday was a busy day. I stayed active and definitely got my exercise in. Wally and I are contin Bubulous Tue, 04 Oct 2016 08:21:44 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2080994/OCT-4-2016 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2080994/OCT-4-2016 I usually journal everyday anyway so for now I will just do it here. I see value in hand-written jou Bubulous Mon, 03 Oct 2016 15:58:29 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2080406/OCT-3-2016 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2080406/OCT-3-2016 I shouldn't put blame on myself for the things that have happened since 2013. I shouldn't feel bad a Bubulous Wed, 18 Mar 2015 12:05:39 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1454784/I-am-a-writer https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1454784/I-am-a-writer I do not see the fact that I had to check back into treatment as a bad thing. I actually learned som Bubulous Mon, 16 Feb 2015 17:40:30 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1385355/Serenity https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1385355/Serenity Do you see me dancing to an off-beat song Do you hear me singing and want to sing along Dance wit Bubulous Sat, 25 Oct 2014 21:33:59 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1246795/Why-not-dance https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1246795/Why-not-dance This was something I heard Wayne Dyer say last night when I re-watched one of his shows. For that re Bubulous Fri, 24 Oct 2014 05:31:12 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1244547/The-morning-breeze-has-secrets-to-tell https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1244547/The-morning-breeze-has-secrets-to-tell Now that I feel like I have a little control over my thoughts I am starting to make small changes. T Bubulous Thu, 23 Oct 2014 08:37:26 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1243731/Changing-Thoughts https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1243731/Changing-Thoughts I have admitted that I am an addict to people that I knew wouldn't be receptive to it. I have admitt Bubulous Thu, 09 Oct 2014 20:57:34 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1230964/The-Truth https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1230964/The-Truth I struggle now with all that I think I know. I think there is a God and I think that there isn't a G Bubulous Wed, 08 Oct 2014 16:24:57 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1230432/How-to-fly https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1230432/How-to-fly What is the answer? Well, what is the question? I've made it this far just to start it all over. Livi Bubulous Sat, 13 Sep 2014 23:11:46 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1203326/Rant https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1203326/Rant