https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1612312 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en i am seriously about two inches from a full-on mental break down right now. the only thing keeping my ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Fri, 15 Feb 2013 02:08:27 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/683795/im-not-okay https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/683795/im-not-okay Ugh so my dad is coming to see me tomorrow. Thats never a positive thing but whats worse is we're gon ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Wed, 12 Dec 2012 02:17:42 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/622250/Food https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/622250/Food im really missing home again. well, not home, but high school. this is not good. i cant keep it toget ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Tue, 11 Dec 2012 02:07:11 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/620901/jeez https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/620901/jeez Haha im not used having so little food anymore. Its been over a year since i was restricting wow. Im ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Mon, 10 Dec 2012 19:20:53 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/620509/Wow https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/620509/Wow i dont know what to do with myself right now. my brain just gave me the most serious inclination i've ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Wed, 07 Nov 2012 23:28:08 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/584898/gah https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/584898/gah I feel like i shoulda voted. But obama won anyway. The electoral college votes won by a landslide. Th ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Wed, 07 Nov 2012 02:14:12 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/584012/I-feel-like https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/584012/I-feel-like i just realized something. when fred's and my one year anniversary hits in december.... fukkkkkk. i'm ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Wed, 31 Oct 2012 01:44:06 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/575865/aww-fukkkkkkk https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/575865/aww-fukkkkkkk I did something today that i never thought i would ever again. I cut. after over a year of being... ' ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Sat, 29 Sep 2012 23:21:59 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/557972/Broken-Promise https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/557972/Broken-Promise wow im such a freaking idiot. my ONE night class, all fukking week, and i forget to go. i FORGOT. tha ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Tue, 11 Sep 2012 13:29:40 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/550418/idiot https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/550418/idiot I've officially given up on writing. Might as well start forgetting that dream of being a best sellin ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Wed, 08 Aug 2012 23:47:46 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/525553/its-official https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/525553/its-official Is it weird to say that, even though I don't leave for college until another three weeks, I'm already ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Mon, 06 Aug 2012 01:14:29 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/524739/homesick https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/524739/homesick i really just get sick of people. i guess it's normal, but when i need alone time, i get frustrated.. 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I ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Tue, 17 Apr 2012 01:03:47 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/352741/its-a-good-thing https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/352741/its-a-good-thing I just don't know what to do anymore. People keep saying that it gets better. Hell, they've been tell ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Fri, 23 Mar 2012 22:41:30 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/348479/really-theres-no-hope https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/348479/really-theres-no-hope ...why is it that struggling to hold back tears is such a normal feeling for me? why do i have to dea ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Mon, 05 Mar 2012 21:50:29 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/345242/just-a-quick-question https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/345242/just-a-quick-question