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Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en December 6, 2011, my mom left a voicemail on my phone, all giddy and happy explaining she'd just gott AHP84 Thu, 07 Feb 2013 13:59:23 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/676964/My-moms-wigs https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/676964/My-moms-wigs It really does not seem like three years have flown by already and my "baby" boy, Greydon, is going t AHP84 Thu, 24 Jan 2013 17:25:18 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/666193/My-little-boy-is-THREE https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/666193/My-little-boy-is-THREE I'm nearly to my third trimester and I never thought I'd ever have this predicament, considering my h AHP84 Tue, 22 Jan 2013 10:15:30 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/664080/Baby-name-dilemma https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/664080/Baby-name-dilemma I really don't know how much more stress I can manage, I really don't. I feel like I'm losing my mind AHP84 Tue, 15 Jan 2013 12:56:46 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/656404/I-wish-I-didnt-have-to-do-this-anymore https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/656404/I-wish-I-didnt-have-to-do-this-anymore To begin, I do not believe in ghosts or visitations from the dead in spirit. As a Christian, I believ AHP84 Thu, 27 Dec 2012 17:39:30 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/636721/May-sound-crazy https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/636721/May-sound-crazy As I was driving my kids to school this rainy, dreary morning, I had the local Christian radio statio AHP84 Thu, 20 Dec 2012 11:51:18 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/629256/Dad-are-you-someone-worth-finding https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/629256/Dad-are-you-someone-worth-finding I never realized how much I'd miss my mom now that she's gone. "Missing her" actually doesn't even to AHP84 Wed, 12 Dec 2012 12:45:44 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/622530/She-amazes-me https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/622530/She-amazes-me I had my main ultrasound yesterday at 19 weeks and wouldn't it figure that the baby had its legs tigh AHP84 Tue, 04 Dec 2012 15:24:22 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/614929/Its-a-boy https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/614929/Its-a-boy I'll bet that title got your attention, huh? I've actually had this journal up for a day, originally AHP84 Wed, 10 Oct 2012 09:26:36 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/561972/Pink-Boobs https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/561972/Pink-Boobs Today is my mom's birthday. She would have been 56 today, but instead, I'm celebrating the day of her AHP84 Mon, 08 Oct 2012 12:05:57 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/561304/Not-a-good-day https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/561304/Not-a-good-day I can't seem to wrap my mind around the fact that Sunday, September 23 will mark six months since my AHP84 Thu, 20 Sep 2012 14:25:43 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/553207/Six-months https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/553207/Six-months It's been awhile since I last journaled. I'm doing better in handling the depression and PTSD and fin AHP84 Wed, 11 Jul 2012 09:59:02 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/515180/Some-progress https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/515180/Some-progress I had a really severe anxiety attack from the PTSD yesterday, right in the middle of my work day. Tha AHP84 Wed, 06 Jun 2012 17:27:48 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/434131/The-house https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/434131/The-house The school year for my seven year old son, Trevor, is in its last few days this week, and I have to s AHP84 Wed, 23 May 2012 10:29:53 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/427460/Impossible-rainbow https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/427460/Impossible-rainbow After having a particularly bad anxiety attack in the middle of the night last night (which I usually AHP84 Fri, 11 May 2012 13:48:40 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/386691/She-came-to-see-me https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/386691/She-came-to-see-me When I hear the words "Mother's Day" it's like having a red-hot knife go into my heart. Everyone has AHP84 Tue, 08 May 2012 14:08:59 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/381568/Mothers-Day https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/381568/Mothers-Day Today I saw a mockingbird and it reminded me of you. That memory of when you found the baby that fell AHP84 Mon, 30 Apr 2012 16:18:44 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/355159/Mockingbird https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/355159/Mockingbird I never knew grief could physically hurt. I honestly feel like my heart is literally crushing under t AHP84 Thu, 26 Apr 2012 10:20:39 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/354414/Broken https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/354414/Broken There are probably not many people on MH that follow my story anymore, but for those that are still h AHP84 Sat, 24 Mar 2012 21:03:10 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/348634/So-sudden https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/348634/So-sudden I haven't been too active on MedHelp lately, but wanted to write this journal as an update to anyone AHP84 Thu, 16 Feb 2012 15:40:39 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/341911/Diagnosis-So-relieved https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/341911/Diagnosis-So-relieved