https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1926359 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en Oh God MH. Yesterday I saw in full technicolor the ravages of addiction. My aunt (my mom's sister) lulu747 Fri, 28 Nov 2014 15:30:25 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1282847/The-worst-week https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1282847/The-worst-week I know my body is healing but what about my soul? I feel so damn weary even though I've been doing n lulu747 Wed, 29 Oct 2014 15:46:42 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1250404/Lost https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1250404/Lost I am not better yet. I feel like I could use another week in bed at least. But I have to teach tomo lulu747 Tue, 21 Oct 2014 15:59:05 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1242256/Tough-spot https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1242256/Tough-spot I can hardly see the computer screen because my tears are so thick. I have the worst pain I have eve lulu747 Fri, 17 Oct 2014 02:27:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1237663/15-10 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1237663/15-10 Oh man. This week has been so hard and traumatic I don't know if I can even write about it. But I h lulu747 Fri, 03 Oct 2014 15:18:22 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1222867/4-days-until-surgery-and-feeling-scared https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1222867/4-days-until-surgery-and-feeling-scared Hi friends- I've been MIA this week because it was registration week at my school. I know I wasn' lulu747 Thu, 28 Aug 2014 19:23:09 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1185340/Some-scary-things-but-some-good-things-too https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1185340/Some-scary-things-but-some-good-things-too So- Yesterday was a hard day. After speaking with me on Thursday and hearing about my lumps and b lulu747 Sat, 23 Aug 2014 15:30:24 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1181223/And-there-is-more https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1181223/And-there-is-more OMG my friends it has been a roller coaster of a week! On Monday I got the call that my surgery woul lulu747 Thu, 21 Aug 2014 13:23:55 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1179616/Some-GOOD-NEWS-Finally https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1179616/Some-GOOD-NEWS-Finally I am not a very patient person. I mean, I am a VERY patient person when it comes to my work. I teac lulu747 Tue, 19 Aug 2014 12:54:02 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1177609/The-H-word https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1177609/The-H-word OMG MH friends I am in a state of shock. Utter shock and disbelief and it is turning now to rage. I lulu747 Mon, 18 Aug 2014 14:12:54 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1176729/The-unthinkable-has-happened https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1176729/The-unthinkable-has-happened I am just writing here real quick because I have no real journal and I need to get this out. I am ha lulu747 Wed, 13 Aug 2014 13:40:19 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1172607/Losing-It https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1172607/Losing-It Hahaha I feel like I'm posting a detox comment with that heading. It has now been 7 whole days witho lulu747 Tue, 12 Aug 2014 15:48:39 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1171492/No-sleep-and-going-insane-with-pain https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1171492/No-sleep-and-going-insane-with-pain I am sorry to report it is not good news. Not at all. She listened to my symptoms and did a trans-v lulu747 Fri, 08 Aug 2014 23:33:49 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1167703/Shocked-and-scared https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1167703/Shocked-and-scared Bad night. No sleep. Worst pain I've ever had compounded by a migraine. But I'm off to see my surg lulu747 Fri, 08 Aug 2014 10:37:45 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1167565/Im-off-to-see-the-Surgeon-Pray-for-me https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1167565/Im-off-to-see-the-Surgeon-Pray-for-me OMG Medhelp Friday cannot come soon enough! I do believe I am experiencing cysts erupting on my ovar lulu747 Tue, 05 Aug 2014 16:23:35 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1165233/Holding-on-tight-for-Friday-and-a-total-mess https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1165233/Holding-on-tight-for-Friday-and-a-total-mess Agh, MH. I've been in bed since.....Thursday. I went to the doctor on Thursday and devised a bette lulu747 Sun, 03 Aug 2014 15:31:54 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1163330/Bed-rest-or-Bed-Arrest https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1163330/Bed-rest-or-Bed-Arrest Oh fu*k. I don't wanna whine but I am in HELL here. I have not slept in 3 days. THREE! The pain a lulu747 Wed, 30 Jul 2014 17:16:44 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1159246/Feeling-sad-desperate-and-alone https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1159246/Feeling-sad-desperate-and-alone I wake up this morning screaming in pain. I run to the bathroom and am bleeding both vaginally and r lulu747 Sat, 26 Jul 2014 15:35:54 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1155098/FU-this-Disease https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1155098/FU-this-Disease So I heard back. I am beside myself. My surgery is booked October 3rd. They cannot get me in any s lulu747 Fri, 25 Jul 2014 17:53:03 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1154200/Update-Surgery-3-Devastated https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1154200/Update-Surgery-3-Devastated I am so mad. This is getting ridiculous. My surgeon finally called me yesterday and I was able to s lulu747 Fri, 25 Jul 2014 03:51:09 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1153553/Trying-not-to-panic https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1153553/Trying-not-to-panic