lulu747's MedHelp Blogs https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1926359 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en The worst week. Oh God MH. Yesterday I saw in full technicolor the ravages of addiction. My aunt (my mom's sister) lulu747 Fri, 28 Nov 2014 15:30:25 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1282847/The-worst-week https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1282847/The-worst-week Lost. I know my body is healing but what about my soul? I feel so damn weary even though I've been doing n lulu747 Wed, 29 Oct 2014 15:46:42 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1250404/Lost https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1250404/Lost Tough spot I am not better yet. I feel like I could use another week in bed at least. But I have to teach tomo lulu747 Tue, 21 Oct 2014 15:59:05 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1242256/Tough-spot https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1242256/Tough-spot 15/10 I can hardly see the computer screen because my tears are so thick. I have the worst pain I have eve lulu747 Fri, 17 Oct 2014 02:27:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1237663/15-10 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1237663/15-10 4 days until surgery and feeling scared. Oh man. This week has been so hard and traumatic I don't know if I can even write about it. But I h lulu747 Fri, 03 Oct 2014 15:18:22 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1222867/4-days-until-surgery-and-feeling-scared https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1222867/4-days-until-surgery-and-feeling-scared Some scary things, but some good things too. Hi friends- I've been MIA this week because it was registration week at my school. I know I wasn' lulu747 Thu, 28 Aug 2014 19:23:09 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1185340/Some-scary-things--but-some-good-things-too https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1185340/Some-scary-things--but-some-good-things-too And there is more. So- Yesterday was a hard day. After speaking with me on Thursday and hearing about my lumps and b lulu747 Sat, 23 Aug 2014 15:30:24 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1181223/And-there-is-more https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1181223/And-there-is-more Some GOOD NEWS!! Finally!!! OMG my friends it has been a roller coaster of a week! On Monday I got the call that my surgery woul lulu747 Thu, 21 Aug 2014 13:23:55 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1179616/Some-GOOD-NEWS--Finally https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1179616/Some-GOOD-NEWS--Finally The H word. I am not a very patient person. I mean, I am a VERY patient person when it comes to my work. I teac lulu747 Tue, 19 Aug 2014 12:54:02 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1177609/The-H-word https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1177609/The-H-word The unthinkable has happened. OMG MH friends I am in a state of shock. Utter shock and disbelief and it is turning now to rage. I lulu747 Mon, 18 Aug 2014 14:12:54 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1176729/The-unthinkable-has-happened https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1176729/The-unthinkable-has-happened Losing It I am just writing here real quick because I have no real journal and I need to get this out. I am ha lulu747 Wed, 13 Aug 2014 13:40:19 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1172607/Losing-It https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1172607/Losing-It No sleep and going insane with pain. Hahaha I feel like I'm posting a detox comment with that heading. It has now been 7 whole days witho lulu747 Tue, 12 Aug 2014 15:48:39 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1171492/No-sleep-and-going-insane-with-pain https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1171492/No-sleep-and-going-insane-with-pain Shocked and scared. I am sorry to report it is not good news. Not at all. She listened to my symptoms and did a trans-v lulu747 Fri, 08 Aug 2014 23:33:49 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1167703/Shocked-and-scared https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1167703/Shocked-and-scared I'm off to see the Surgeon!! Pray for me!!!! Bad night. No sleep. Worst pain I've ever had compounded by a migraine. But I'm off to see my surg lulu747 Fri, 08 Aug 2014 10:37:45 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1167565/Im-off-to-see-the-Surgeon-Pray-for-me https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1167565/Im-off-to-see-the-Surgeon-Pray-for-me Holding on tight for Friday and a total mess. OMG Medhelp Friday cannot come soon enough! I do believe I am experiencing cysts erupting on my ovar lulu747 Tue, 05 Aug 2014 16:23:35 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1165233/Holding-on-tight-for-Friday-and-a-total-mess https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1165233/Holding-on-tight-for-Friday-and-a-total-mess Bed rest or Bed Arrest? Agh, MH. I've been in bed since.....Thursday. I went to the doctor on Thursday and devised a bette lulu747 Sun, 03 Aug 2014 15:31:54 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1163330/Bed-rest-or-Bed-Arrest https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1163330/Bed-rest-or-Bed-Arrest Feeling sad desperate and alone Oh fu*k. I don't wanna whine but I am in HELL here. I have not slept in 3 days. THREE! The pain a lulu747 Wed, 30 Jul 2014 17:16:44 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1159246/Feeling-sad-desperate-and-alone https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1159246/Feeling-sad-desperate-and-alone FU$* this Disease I wake up this morning screaming in pain. I run to the bathroom and am bleeding both vaginally and r lulu747 Sat, 26 Jul 2014 15:35:54 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1155098/FU-this-Disease https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1155098/FU-this-Disease Update Surgery #3- Devastated. So I heard back. I am beside myself. My surgery is booked October 3rd. They cannot get me in any s lulu747 Fri, 25 Jul 2014 17:53:03 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1154200/Update-Surgery-3--Devastated https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1154200/Update-Surgery-3--Devastated Trying not to panic I am so mad. This is getting ridiculous. My surgeon finally called me yesterday and I was able to s lulu747 Fri, 25 Jul 2014 03:51:09 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1153553/Trying-not-to-panic https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1153553/Trying-not-to-panic