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Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en 5-19-12 well for the past 2 days i have had servere flask backs , emotions overwelming , loss of control of f AJM1981 Tue, 19 Jun 2012 21:04:18 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/508292/5-19-12 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/508292/5-19-12 5-6-2012 well i have had a very hard emotionally weekend !!! i woke up friday morning to being touched while AJM1981 Sun, 06 May 2012 10:08:35 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/377183/5-6-2012 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/377183/5-6-2012 5-3-2010 went to tapsafternoon class from 12 till 2 15 then went and met pam at options and adv at 3 pm then AJM1981 Thu, 03 May 2012 21:28:43 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/358979/5-3-2010 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/358979/5-3-2010 4-28-2012 went and helped susan today at nami ,brought annabell and andrew with me , then went to my mom and AJM1981 Sat, 28 Apr 2012 23:05:19 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/354800/4-28-2012 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/354800/4-28-2012 -4-28-12 well i had my first appt with paula today very scary and nerve racking ...... im starting and AJM1981 Fri, 27 Apr 2012 22:06:32 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/354680/-4-28-12 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/354680/-4-28-12 4-26-2012 wow i had a horrible day im ok right now its 8 35 pm .... i had flashbacks all day at taps p AJM1981 Wed, 25 Apr 2012 20:55:47 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/354317/4-26-2012 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/354317/4-26-2012 4-23-2012 well today went soooo much better than i thought !! i had a 10 40 appt with dr haywood that went ver AJM1981 Mon, 23 Apr 2012 19:38:18 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/353926/4-23-2012 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/353926/4-23-2012 4-21-2012 ok so first was beth telling me about pam today ..... then pam ...... then rocky ..... dezi call AJM1981 Sun, 22 Apr 2012 01:08:41 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/353651/4-21-2012 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/353651/4-21-2012 4-16-2012 ok well i managed to keep myself out of the hospital today i was so fricking scared ... im so hurt AJM1981 Mon, 16 Apr 2012 22:10:17 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/352729/4-16-2012 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/352729/4-16-2012 4-15-2012 well i all most killed myself last night stright out of impaulse , this ***** scaring the hell out AJM1981 Sun, 15 Apr 2012 21:33:39 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/352463/4-15-2012 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/352463/4-15-2012 4-14-2012 well i went to see dr rossi today , i told him alittle how i feel inside , but i didnt tell him i AJM1981 Sat, 14 Apr 2012 21:08:13 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/352296/4-14-2012 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/352296/4-14-2012 4-13-2012 well i had an allergic reaction thus night and it was a servere one , i can not take trazone anymo AJM1981 Fri, 13 Apr 2012 21:54:48 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/352153/4-13-2012 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/352153/4-13-2012 4-12-12 well today has been ok i had 1 panic attack at 12 30 but was able to calm myself down after about a AJM1981 Thu, 12 Apr 2012 15:59:50 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/351867/4-12-12 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/351867/4-12-12 4-11-12 well today i woke up and feeling better but when i got to group i was ok at first then a girl c AJM1981 Wed, 11 Apr 2012 22:05:18 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/351742/4-11-12 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/351742/4-11-12 saw dr haywood i had a horible day i allmost cut but right before i went into the bathroom i saw lauras office AJM1981 Tue, 10 Apr 2012 21:48:50 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/351545/saw-dr-haywood- https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/351545/saw-dr-haywood- bad day bad week bad life well i went to taps today had a panic attack and have been severly sucidial , pam tried helping me AJM1981 Mon, 09 Apr 2012 22:23:50 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/351352/bad-day--bad-week--bad--life- https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/351352/bad-day--bad-week--bad--life- ok ok ok well i had a horibble day yesterday i had extreme panic , felt like my throat was closing , i jus AJM1981 Sat, 07 Apr 2012 16:48:23 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/350995/ok-ok-ok- https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/350995/ok-ok-ok- wtf ..... Ok so...... I really don't no what to think I just. Freaked out. Because I got an email allert. And. AJM1981 Thu, 05 Apr 2012 23:17:57 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/350763/wtf- https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/350763/wtf- yuck !!! and wtf !!!! im soooooooo stressed out but i dont want to call pam or susan i just want to cut , im freaking ou AJM1981 Thu, 05 Apr 2012 19:04:20 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/350732/yuck--and-wtf-- https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/350732/yuck--and-wtf-- today well i went to taps today had wrap with pam then emotion with lynda ... i had a panic attack why AJM1981 Wed, 04 Apr 2012 20:41:16 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/350567/today https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/350567/today