Teddygirl's MedHelp Blogs https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/250798 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en i feel like i want to die.... Today i just don't want to live anymore, i feel like i am a lousy mom because i can't get my **** tog Teddygirl Wed, 11 Jul 2018 22:59:56 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2322403/i-feel-like-i-want-to-die https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2322403/i-feel-like-i-want-to-die Its been a long time... Its been a while since I logged on, a lot has changed for me since. I am married and have two beautif Teddygirl Sat, 07 Jan 2017 10:56:43 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2195968/Its-been-a-long-time https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2195968/Its-been-a-long-time 10/08/12 - positive hcg test???? i haven't had a normal period history, and i've been off birth control for about 2-2.5 years, i've be Teddygirl Mon, 08 Oct 2012 19:07:38 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/561414/10-08-12-positive-hcg-test https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/561414/10-08-12-positive-hcg-test September 25, 2012 so i've taken prozac, paroxetine, hydroxyzine, and trazadone over the past 7 years, i've also taken t Teddygirl Tue, 25 Sep 2012 23:55:28 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/554936/September-25-2012 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/554936/September-25-2012 09/17/2012 i am currently on paroxetine 20 mg, nothing has changed for me since before i have taken this medicat Teddygirl Mon, 17 Sep 2012 21:39:21 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/552451/09-17-2012 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/552451/09-17-2012 8/27/2011 Dear God, I feel down, I feel like life only gets harder and harder, I want to give up, forgive me Teddygirl Sat, 27 Aug 2011 16:24:21 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/310487/8-27-2011 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/310487/8-27-2011 I'm so depressed...7-27-10 I never knew it could be so hard starting over...well it is. Im drowning between what was and what is Teddygirl Tue, 27 Jul 2010 15:41:45 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/216076/Im-so-depressed7-27-10 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/216076/Im-so-depressed7-27-10 4-17-10 ...86 days that is how long it has been since i've had my last period - Jan 17/10. I think I'm beg Teddygirl Sat, 17 Apr 2010 18:53:51 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/183173/4-17-10 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/183173/4-17-10 4-9-10 It's been a while since I've been on here...and a lot has happened since then. I am 24 now...went to Teddygirl Fri, 09 Apr 2010 23:17:16 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/180468/4-9-10 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/180468/4-9-10 ...Sigh I have no one else to go to, no one else to confide in. Last night, I had a mental break down and was Teddygirl Fri, 10 Apr 2009 12:27:06 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/78866/Sigh https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/78866/Sigh 08/05/08 I take Trazodone as needed, when I take the pill I get a really doped up sedated kind of feeling. If Teddygirl Tue, 05 Aug 2008 13:11:10 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/20298/08-05-08 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/20298/08-05-08 6/26/2006 The day before yesterday I had been experiencing a strange kind of pain on my right side pelvic area Teddygirl Thu, 26 Jun 2008 17:37:46 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/14850/6-26-2006 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/14850/6-26-2006 Another Day 06/19/08 Man. Today and the next two weeks are slowly going to unravel into built up stress and possibly chaos Teddygirl Thu, 19 Jun 2008 18:47:21 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/14209/Another-Day-06-19-08 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/14209/Another-Day-06-19-08 "Forever & Ever" 06/16/08 Forever and ever I will love you...Forever in a day. Forever I will love you – even if I can’t make Teddygirl Mon, 16 Jun 2008 17:03:59 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/13841/Forever-Ever-06-16-08 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/13841/Forever-Ever-06-16-08 Today 06/16/08 Today, Today I feel a little sad, a little tired, a little bogged down, I feel a little bit of ev Teddygirl Mon, 16 Jun 2008 14:21:05 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/13831/Today-06-16-08 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/13831/Today-06-16-08 Poem I wrote March 10, 2008 I think about you........Good bye. I think about you, forever with a sigh. I dread your number Teddygirl Fri, 13 Jun 2008 18:55:30 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/13585/Poem-I-wrote-March-10-2008 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/13585/Poem-I-wrote-March-10-2008 Today 6/12/2008 Today I've come to the conclusion that I'm going to fill my prescription for Trazodone. The pharmacis Teddygirl Thu, 12 Jun 2008 17:04:59 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/13485/Today-6-12-2008 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/13485/Today-6-12-2008 Today 06/11/08 I'm nervous and intimidated, sometimes I wish answers can fall right into my lap however that isn't g Teddygirl Wed, 11 Jun 2008 18:02:37 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/13383/Today-06-11-08 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/13383/Today-06-11-08