https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/3924111 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en Its been a wild ride. I made it through! Happy to be clean and having the support I received here dur cleanguy Tue, 19 Aug 2014 05:57:09 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1176846/Almost-two-years https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1176846/Almost-two-years I do miss sleep! Now a days, waking up at 530 am is considered a victory. When will the normal patter cleanguy Thu, 03 Jan 2013 07:03:06 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/644565/restful https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/644565/restful I am so incredibly happy that I've reached yet another milestone. No cravings at all for oxycontin. cleanguy Tue, 01 Jan 2013 17:04:11 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/641838/4-months https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/641838/4-months Since I've been clean I've noticed I don't need as much sleep as I used to. On oxy, i slept for 8 to cleanguy Thu, 20 Dec 2012 06:34:54 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/629116/sleep https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/629116/sleep Yes! I made it to the century mark! Now, on to cutting back on coffee! Just amazing. cleanguy Wed, 12 Dec 2012 06:51:38 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/622285/100 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/622285/100 what a difference 90 days makes. though I have a little anxiety and some moderate sleep issues im gre cleanguy Wed, 05 Dec 2012 06:42:24 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/615791/over-90-days https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/615791/over-90-days Some more sad news that two friends on here have relapsed. They were doing so good. Hearing why they cleanguy Fri, 30 Nov 2012 06:58:08 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/610253/relapsing-friends https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/610253/relapsing-friends Well, first time I've been sick since being clean... and the feeling is just like going through withd cleanguy Wed, 28 Nov 2012 06:56:50 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/608460/sick https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/608460/sick The last two days have been hard. Just so lazy with little energy. Anxiety from work projects is keep cleanguy Thu, 15 Nov 2012 06:58:29 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/594369/blah https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/594369/blah Just flipped through my status history and see I signed up for the board at 22 days clean. Thinking h cleanguy Wed, 14 Nov 2012 06:55:45 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/590098/started-here-at-22-days https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/590098/started-here-at-22-days Well, though I've cut off my sources... one still remains. The dreaded coworker... informs me of the cleanguy Mon, 12 Nov 2012 06:48:30 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/588018/half-price https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/588018/half-price I can't believe it... sixty days I've been clean. Physically, feel great... mentally, just fine. Stre cleanguy Fri, 02 Nov 2012 06:24:44 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/577638/60 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/577638/60 Today, I literally screamed at a co-worker who is trying to get me back to using. She left a 40 oxy u cleanguy Wed, 31 Oct 2012 19:24:20 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/576639/The-source https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/576639/The-source I know its the storm coming. Having 5 houses on the coast... though a blessing, is really getting to cleanguy Sun, 28 Oct 2012 12:03:32 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/571968/anxiety-coming-on https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/571968/anxiety-coming-on Had Indian food with Susan Sarandon and Jackie collins, my college roommate, heidi from high school, cleanguy Fri, 26 Oct 2012 07:10:44 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/571246/more-dreams https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/571246/more-dreams My coworker just won't quit with telling me about her access to oxy. Very uncomfortable with her... s cleanguy Thu, 25 Oct 2012 18:36:52 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/571114/tested-again https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/571114/tested-again Don't know if it's the wd... but dreams have been so vivid. Don't mind them, except when I can't get cleanguy Thu, 25 Oct 2012 06:44:29 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/570898/dreams https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/570898/dreams Was in my bathroom and found a fentanyl patch. Completely forgot about it... and never did that befor cleanguy Wed, 24 Oct 2012 07:04:24 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/570512/are-you-kidding-me https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/570512/are-you-kidding-me Yesterday, my coworker alluded to having receiving text messages saying that she has the source to ge cleanguy Tue, 23 Oct 2012 07:20:44 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/570146/eye-on-the-prize https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/570146/eye-on-the-prize Was great to see the tracker in a completely straight line this morning at day 50. No cravings at all cleanguy Tue, 23 Oct 2012 06:35:50 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/570131/tracker https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/570131/tracker