https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/4730868 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en 1 -- Passing Thoughts (didn't entertain) So today was my birthday and it was a pretty adult birthd Theobaldm1989 Wed, 02 Oct 2013 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/892718/Happy-Birthday-to-Me https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/892718/Happy-Birthday-to-Me 1 -- Some Thoughts (4/38) (not passive, actively "playing" with them) *Also thoughts of self harm -- Theobaldm1989 Mon, 30 Sep 2013 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/891943/4-38-Self-Harm-Probable https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/891943/4-38-Self-Harm-Probable 2 -- Thoughts with Plan I had a good day yesterday till about night time. Yet again at night my mo Theobaldm1989 Sun, 29 Sep 2013 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/890846/Eh https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/890846/Eh 1 -- Some Thoughts (I wish I was brave enough) Went to the TAIR conferences and on the way there I Theobaldm1989 Sat, 28 Sep 2013 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/887842/Conference https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/887842/Conference 0 -- No Thoughts So today I didn't so much hear my voices but it sounded like an amplifier was bei Theobaldm1989 Fri, 27 Sep 2013 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/887410/Weird-Day https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/887410/Weird-Day 1 -- Some Thoughts I was having a good day with having good grades and everything but I just start Theobaldm1989 Thu, 26 Sep 2013 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/886091/Decline https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/886091/Decline 1 -- Passing Thoughts Medication 1050mg lithium 2mg risperdal 5mg abilify *No more Celexa T Theobaldm1989 Wed, 25 Sep 2013 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/885114/Undetermined-Day-MEDICATION-CHANGE https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/885114/Undetermined-Day-MEDICATION-CHANGE 0 -- No Thoughts Had a good day at school and work. Really felt powerful and in control at work an Theobaldm1989 Tue, 24 Sep 2013 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/884053/Successful-Day https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/884053/Successful-Day 1 -- Passive Thoughts Today was a really good day. I took my first test (online) and think I did p Theobaldm1989 Mon, 23 Sep 2013 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/883380/Super-Great-Day https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/883380/Super-Great-Day 1 -- Passing Thoughts Today I went to therapy and my urologist. Nothing really special to report o Theobaldm1989 Fri, 20 Sep 2013 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/880117/Nothing-Special https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/880117/Nothing-Special 0 -- No Thoughts So I successfully avoided panic attacks around work and school with coping mechan Theobaldm1989 Thu, 19 Sep 2013 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/879413/Good-Day https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/879413/Good-Day 0 -- No Thoughts Had a confidence boost at work when I got to talk and sale too two parents. I was Theobaldm1989 Wed, 18 Sep 2013 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/878499/Confidence-Boost https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/878499/Confidence-Boost 1 -- Some Thoughts Had horrible sleep last night if you can even call it that. Woke up and felt ki Theobaldm1989 Tue, 17 Sep 2013 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/876647/Tough-Day https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/876647/Tough-Day 0 -- No Thoughts So today I got to see that I still need some work done on my perfectionism. I too Theobaldm1989 Mon, 16 Sep 2013 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/875460/Perfectionism https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/875460/Perfectionism 0 -- No Thoughts (Thoughts of Self-harm though) Had a good day with the parents and Trevor at Grap Theobaldm1989 Sun, 15 Sep 2013 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/874089/Good-Day https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/874089/Good-Day 1 -- Some Thoughts (Fleeting) I was overwhelmed by feelings of needing to do something and feeling Theobaldm1989 Sat, 14 Sep 2013 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/872766/Lonely https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/872766/Lonely 1 -- Some Thoughts Medication Lithium still 1050mg Risperdal down to 2.5mg Celexa still 10mg ( Theobaldm1989 Fri, 13 Sep 2013 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/871247/Medication-Change https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/871247/Medication-Change 1 -- Some Thoughts Felt very productive today with school. Saw my doctor and made some changes. Cr Theobaldm1989 Thu, 12 Sep 2013 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/870207/Upset https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/870207/Upset 0 -- No Thoughts Was very fatigued today (feel asleep in my car at school once I arrived) and foun Theobaldm1989 Tue, 10 Sep 2013 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/867428/Sick https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/867428/Sick 1 -- Some Thoughts (Related to anxiety) Had a very productive day. Finished two days worth of home Theobaldm1989 Mon, 09 Sep 2013 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/865496/Anxiety-Attack https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/865496/Anxiety-Attack