https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/595559 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en I have had really bad anxiety over nothing for about the past week or so. I get shortness of breath Believer1179 Thu, 23 Apr 2009 21:47:52 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/82969/worried https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/82969/worried I am drinking some white wine tonight and I am getting extremely angry for some reason. Little thing Believer1179 Thu, 16 Apr 2009 22:27:32 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/80815/tonight https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/80815/tonight I just looked at my mood chart and it is making me wonder if my meds need to be adjusted???? I wil Believer1179 Sat, 21 Mar 2009 20:17:40 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/72919/moods https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/72919/moods DO I WANT TO USE????????????????????????????????? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Believer1179 Thu, 19 Mar 2009 22:16:56 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/72484/UPSET https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/72484/UPSET I am clean and sober from my "drug of choice" by 78 days now. I feel I should be excited, celebratin Believer1179 Thu, 12 Mar 2009 22:59:08 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/70451/clean-and-sober https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/70451/clean-and-sober I AM PRETTY POSITIVE THAT I AM JUST ABSOLUTELY BORED WITH STABILITY!! What the hell do you do then Believer1179 Sat, 07 Mar 2009 21:07:28 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/68892/One-more-thing https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/68892/One-more-thing I sometimes wonder what it would feel like to not have a mental "disorder"/disease??? Not to be bipo Believer1179 Sat, 07 Mar 2009 20:45:11 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/68886/Do-you-ever-WONDER https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/68886/Do-you-ever-WONDER I have no idea why, but I have been struggling really bad with the whole "idea" of staying SOBER....a Believer1179 Tue, 03 Mar 2009 14:09:18 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/67421/I-think-Im-losing-it https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/67421/I-think-Im-losing-it The reason I say this is because I feel that I have done sooooooooo much negative things in my life ( Believer1179 Sat, 21 Feb 2009 20:36:03 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/64501/My-road-to-redemption https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/64501/My-road-to-redemption I am currently on Probabtion for 2 years for a DWI (2nd). I actually had pills on me and my lawyer g Believer1179 Thu, 19 Feb 2009 09:31:54 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/63752/You-F-UpYou-pay https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/63752/You-F-UpYou-pay If my "choice of drug" (pain pills and xanax bars), that I have been 54 days clean of... is it OK to Believer1179 Mon, 16 Feb 2009 21:13:59 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/62970/Drinking https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/62970/Drinking Well....after being diagnosed with bipolar (even though I knew I was for a long time) was a weird thi Believer1179 Fri, 06 Feb 2009 20:13:02 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/60157/Being-a-bipolar-person https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/60157/Being-a-bipolar-person today i was put on Lithium by my doc. just pretty much confirms that i am bipolar...... feeling Believer1179 Wed, 28 Jan 2009 19:04:05 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/57502/1-28-09-wed https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/57502/1-28-09-wed I did not get to make it to see my grandfather inHouston, before he passed today.... He wanted to Believer1179 Tue, 20 Jan 2009 15:14:09 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/55408/one-terrible-day https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/55408/one-terrible-day I am very amazed that I am actually making it thru yet more family crisis'... My Uncle had major b Believer1179 Sun, 18 Jan 2009 22:52:18 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/54935/making-it-thru-hard-times-sober https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/54935/making-it-thru-hard-times-sober i am bout to try and go to sleep with an ice pack on my head cause no over the counter meds will get Believer1179 Fri, 09 Jan 2009 21:20:45 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/52556/good-nitei-hope https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/52556/good-nitei-hope Today I took my 2 year old son, Stone, to the park and had a wonderful time. The weather here in TX i Believer1179 Thu, 08 Jan 2009 13:16:27 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/52193/Recoverinmg-Addicts-have-an-advantage-to-life https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/52193/Recoverinmg-Addicts-have-an-advantage-to-life On day 13 I can sit here and say how wonderful I am truely feeling....no more fog....clear thinking.. Believer1179 Wed, 07 Jan 2009 13:34:26 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/51960/WOW https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/51960/WOW then just got worse by the minute.....I don't understand??? I feel terrible in so many ways today.... Believer1179 Sat, 03 Jan 2009 16:24:40 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/50843/day-9-started-out-good https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/50843/day-9-started-out-good I am on day 8 now! YEAH! One weird, but positive thing that has happened to me since I've been feelin Believer1179 Fri, 02 Jan 2009 10:32:54 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/50585/cleaning-freak-now https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/50585/cleaning-freak-now