https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/607502 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en Well here I am, making one of my all too infrequent visits. Im kind of sane now, recently started ta monkeyc Thu, 28 Oct 2010 02:45:30 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/241470/AN-update-on-life-and-me https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/241470/AN-update-on-life-and-me Nothing much has changed since I was in here last, all the nurses know and remember me which is nice. monkeyc Sun, 21 Mar 2010 22:26:28 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/173424/Hospital-day-3 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/173424/Hospital-day-3 I am still waiting for a bed in the hospital. Its a small private facility, in fact where I spent 6 monkeyc Thu, 18 Mar 2010 06:46:10 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/172103/Waiting-and-not-wanting https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/172103/Waiting-and-not-wanting My psychiatrist has decided that things are not stable and we have given things enough time over the monkeyc Wed, 17 Mar 2010 01:12:06 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/171616/Hospital-again https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/171616/Hospital-again Today as a good day. I haven't had one in a while and its amazing the difference some positive news monkeyc Tue, 02 Mar 2010 05:40:00 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/166658/A-different-day https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/166658/A-different-day 2 jobs in my field to apply for today, which means each one will be getting hundreds of applicants. monkeyc Mon, 01 Mar 2010 00:57:10 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/166342/And-the-point-is https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/166342/And-the-point-is Been a week since I slept properly, which bothers me somewhat I have to admit, my mental state is not monkeyc Sun, 28 Feb 2010 08:39:18 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/166120/Sleep-and-other-worries https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/166120/Sleep-and-other-worries Things are not running as well as I would like. Its been a month since my contract ended and in that monkeyc Tue, 23 Feb 2010 04:16:18 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/164620/finding-a-job-and-staying-sane https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/164620/finding-a-job-and-staying-sane Its funny in a way being back here posting, seems like so long ago I was last active. It is nearly a monkeyc Mon, 22 Feb 2010 05:16:59 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/164270/Making-sense https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/164270/Making-sense Its been a while since I have been active here but I am still around. After spending about 6 weeks monkeyc Wed, 17 Feb 2010 16:39:26 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/163124/Still-breathing https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/163124/Still-breathing Ok I am out of hospital. A few days short of 6 weeks. New drugs (Seroquel) and I don't know who I a monkeyc Mon, 03 Aug 2009 06:22:51 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/110689/Freedom https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/110689/Freedom Now I have my laptop (previous entry was on iphone and Its hard work typing long entries) I guess I w monkeyc Wed, 24 Jun 2009 05:56:51 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/100553/Hopitalization-the-reasons https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/100553/Hopitalization-the-reasons Well here I am. My psychologists and GP have convinced me to take a break in hospital - they wereT wo monkeyc Tue, 23 Jun 2009 22:46:32 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/100503/Hospitalization-day-one https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/100503/Hospitalization-day-one Did not get much sleep, tonight I will take the Zyprexa and see how that works, still feeling flat an monkeyc Sun, 18 Jan 2009 14:20:41 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/54829/Sleep-still-elusive https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/54829/Sleep-still-elusive Well I'm still here and alive. They are going to admit me for the night and see how I am In the morni monkeyc Fri, 16 Jan 2009 01:24:20 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/54216/Update-on-hospital https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/54216/Update-on-hospital I rang my psychologist and told her I had a plan to kill myself. She convinced me to come in to the E monkeyc Thu, 15 Jan 2009 18:59:05 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/54137/Gone-to-the-hospital https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/54137/Gone-to-the-hospital Screwed up the date of my appointment. Its not toomorrow its 16 feb. No way I can go that long. Da monkeyc Thu, 15 Jan 2009 06:04:22 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/53975/this-is-bad https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/53975/this-is-bad What do normal people see when they look out on the world? Those people who do not have this monster monkeyc Tue, 13 Jan 2009 17:21:00 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/53569/Monster-in-my-head https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/53569/Monster-in-my-head The way I see it things are not lifting - the depression is not easing and the suicidal thoughts come monkeyc Mon, 12 Jan 2009 19:58:26 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/53255/Making-plans https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/53255/Making-plans Slept little, woke up feeling.. I don't know. Took my first effexor dose before bed, was exhausted a monkeyc Fri, 09 Jan 2009 14:55:46 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/52472/And-so-it-goes https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/52472/And-so-it-goes