heathag's MedHelp Blogs https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/623065 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en Back from Michigan! I went back home for my lil sisters graduation and i had a blast so did hubby. I didnt have any pills heathag Wed, 17 Jun 2009 15:56:08 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/98762/Back-from-Michigan https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/98762/Back-from-Michigan wtf was i thinking?! I woke up this morning at 6 in the morning to begin wds! I didnt think it was going to effect me like heathag Tue, 14 Apr 2009 11:02:54 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/80003/wtf-was-i-thinking https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/80003/wtf-was-i-thinking Damn vicodin never ending story! I finaly told the neighbor lady that i ate all her pills the last time she gave them too me she said heathag Mon, 30 Mar 2009 11:32:40 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/75414/Damn-vicodin-never-ending-story https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/75414/Damn-vicodin-never-ending-story suicide I got a phone call from my best friend from back home. She left me a voicemail this morning talking a heathag Mon, 23 Feb 2009 12:15:25 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/64928/suicide https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/64928/suicide suicide I got a phone call from my best friend from back home. She left me a voicemail this morning talking a heathag Mon, 23 Feb 2009 12:14:24 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/64927/suicide https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/64927/suicide Damn dreams Last time i did coke was 3 years ago. Last time i had a vicodin 30 days. Last night i had the weirdes heathag Wed, 18 Feb 2009 14:28:19 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/63472/Damn-dreams https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/63472/Damn-dreams Needing Prayers!!! Why did i even wake up for sunday? What a hell of a day. I went to work for a long *** day had the ru heathag Mon, 19 Jan 2009 07:38:27 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/54968/Needing-Prayers https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/54968/Needing-Prayers Job?? wtf kinda hours is that? I was so excited when i talked to my old district manager and she said i could come back to subway as heathag Tue, 13 Jan 2009 14:53:33 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/53522/Job-wtf-kinda-hours-is-that https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/53522/Job-wtf-kinda-hours-is-that Teribble Birthday Yesterday was going to be my first sober birthday. I made it till about 7. It was all down hill after heathag Mon, 12 Jan 2009 15:53:54 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/53196/Teribble-Birthday https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/53196/Teribble-Birthday He found my stash what am i supposed to say??? Aww **** im scared to go home last night hubby found my bottle of vicodin and ativan under the bed. I heathag Sun, 28 Dec 2008 00:05:07 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/49617/He-found-my-stash-what-am-i-supposed-to-say https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/49617/He-found-my-stash-what-am-i-supposed-to-say To take or not to take? Today i was going to try and not take any since in a couple of days we will be in cali with family i heathag Sat, 13 Dec 2008 12:43:08 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/47275/To-take-or-not-to-take https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/47275/To-take-or-not-to-take Frustrated What am i supposed to do when my desire to get high is way more than i want to stay clean. It doesn't heathag Thu, 04 Dec 2008 13:05:17 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/45594/Frustrated https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/45594/Frustrated Relapse So ive been fighting with my self for over a week now. I have been so depresed and cant snap outta it heathag Sat, 22 Nov 2008 14:41:35 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/43202/Relapse https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/43202/Relapse Fighting my self I got a script for 30 pills. I have had them since yesterday and since then my stomach has been in no heathag Sat, 22 Nov 2008 11:15:54 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/43163/Fighting-my-self https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/43163/Fighting-my-self Feeln down at one week clean WTF.... Just cant seem to be happy. I've been taking the aminos and i didnt take them the first time. Im gett heathag Tue, 11 Nov 2008 13:33:32 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/40414/Feeln-down-at-one-week-clean-WTF https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/40414/Feeln-down-at-one-week-clean-WTF Last day 2 Back at day two and im feeling it! I woke up at 5 in the morning and been on the toilet since then ti heathag Wed, 05 Nov 2008 07:01:13 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/38905/Last-day-2 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/38905/Last-day-2 Day 3 I didnt get any sleep last night it felt like i woke up every hour on the hour! The hot n cold thing heathag Tue, 21 Oct 2008 08:29:13 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/35296/Day-3 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/35296/Day-3 Day 2 second time around So im writing myself trying to remind myself in the future about how im feeling. I woke up thinking e heathag Mon, 20 Oct 2008 13:49:14 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/35010/Day-2-second-time-around https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/35010/Day-2-second-time-around Relapsed I made it two weeks. And that was it. Yesterday i woke up and my face was swollen. I called the denti heathag Wed, 15 Oct 2008 06:53:03 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/33842/Relapsed https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/33842/Relapsed Day 14 I can say ive been off vicodin for two whole weeks! Damn feels good. My sleep still isn't how it used heathag Sun, 12 Oct 2008 11:42:20 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/33204/Day-14 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/33204/Day-14