https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/6815927 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en I want to scream right now. I want to cry right now. I want to sob on someone shoulders right now a ThePhoenix75 Tue, 18 Feb 2014 23:33:02 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1014240/girlfriend https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1014240/girlfriend I just wanted to say thank you so much to everyone to reaching our for your support. I really can't ThePhoenix75 Sun, 16 Feb 2014 16:07:30 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1012821/sunday https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1012821/sunday I am having such a hard time. Please MH friends, I don't want to burden you. Please don't feel obli ThePhoenix75 Sat, 15 Feb 2014 12:55:25 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1012485/struggling https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1012485/struggling Today is my birthday. Not a great day. But at least I get to see my kids for dinner. Makes it easie ThePhoenix75 Mon, 10 Feb 2014 17:56:36 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1010037/Birthday https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1010037/Birthday I slept last night. Must've been from all that crying. Got up, ate breakfast, showered, even did ThePhoenix75 Fri, 07 Feb 2014 12:39:23 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1008738/Sleep https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1008738/Sleep I am so sad. I have reached the bottom. Some may say that that is a turning point in our lives. I ThePhoenix75 Thu, 06 Feb 2014 13:06:24 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1008286/The-bottom https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1008286/The-bottom I wish that someone would wave their magic wand and "poof" here is what to do. life is not like th ThePhoenix75 Sun, 26 Jan 2014 14:32:57 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1002562/life-is-confusing https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1002562/life-is-confusing I am sad, life is hard. I don't know what the answers are anymore. Only know the answer is not in m ThePhoenix75 Sat, 25 Jan 2014 17:51:13 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1002301/life-is-hard https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1002301/life-is-hard