https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/7277212 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en So, today at church, I almost went crying to my bishop (a church leader) about my lack of pregnancy. CortneyUrby Sun, 30 Mar 2014 18:20:25 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1048199/What-have-I-done https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1048199/What-have-I-done So last night I decided that I wanted to remember or at least try to imagine what it was like knowing CortneyUrby Sat, 29 Mar 2014 16:57:38 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1047346/Blessing-or-Curse https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1047346/Blessing-or-Curse My boobs hurt so bad! Earlier I accidentally bumped them with a tin of popcorn (which I normally woul CortneyUrby Sat, 29 Mar 2014 02:42:09 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1046925/Misfortune-and-high-hopes https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1046925/Misfortune-and-high-hopes How much does my life make me feel bad about not getting pregnant? Well my mom has a 7 month old chil CortneyUrby Fri, 28 Mar 2014 03:39:07 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1046573/To-You https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1046573/To-You Yesterday I was talking to a coworker. There was a women who came in all big and pregnant. My coworke CortneyUrby Thu, 27 Mar 2014 15:13:38 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1045890/Difficulties https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1045890/Difficulties It seems the only thing I can be consistent with is crying when I find out someone else is pregnant. CortneyUrby Mon, 17 Mar 2014 03:44:03 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1036142/Failure https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1036142/Failure I haven't gotten anything done. I haven't done any of the things done that I said I was going to. All CortneyUrby Wed, 05 Mar 2014 03:28:29 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1022383/Not-workin https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1022383/Not-workin So today I didn't really make any improvements other than not buying chocolate and the only thing I d CortneyUrby Fri, 21 Feb 2014 01:15:28 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1015387/Fail https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1015387/Fail So I've pretty much stopped having the motivation to have sex. After the disappointment of not being CortneyUrby Wed, 19 Feb 2014 21:58:36 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1014586/Hm https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1014586/Hm Today, as I was talking with a coworker, I realized why my period had suddenly become unpredictable.. CortneyUrby Thu, 13 Feb 2014 01:11:40 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1011197/My-AHA-moment https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1011197/My-AHA-moment Every time I pray, especially for the past week, I pray for something I want. I pray for a baby, I pr CortneyUrby Wed, 12 Feb 2014 03:36:19 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1010735/Prayers https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1010735/Prayers So I got my period this morning. After over a year of overly predictable periods, it comes exactly a CortneyUrby Tue, 11 Feb 2014 17:13:56 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1010501/So-much-for-that https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1010501/So-much-for-that Today my husband actually referred to me as his pregnant wife and it felt great. I'm glad it feels li CortneyUrby Tue, 11 Feb 2014 05:16:51 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1010277/So-many-thoughts https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1010277/So-many-thoughts I was going to wait until Friday to take another pregnancy test, but my anxiety is getting the best o CortneyUrby Mon, 10 Feb 2014 02:06:40 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1009795/Worries https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1009795/Worries As I am laying here, trying unsuccessfully to sleep, I keep thinking about how perfectly timed this p CortneyUrby Sun, 09 Feb 2014 06:25:42 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1009422/Perfect-Timing https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1009422/Perfect-Timing Today i came to terms with the fact that I am pregnant. After two miscarriages, all a pregnancy means CortneyUrby Sun, 09 Feb 2014 02:47:23 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1009418/Anxieties https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1009418/Anxieties