https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/7351889 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en This past Friday was my last day at the temp job as Interim Residency Coordinator for my college's Pe JustHelp123 Sun, 01 Mar 2015 01:04:34 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1415286/Ending-Temp-Job-Interviewing-for-First-Acct-Job https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1415286/Ending-Temp-Job-Interviewing-for-First-Acct-Job Found life is pretty tough lately. At a new job I like. Once again I'm apathetic. Brain Fog. 80% JustHelp123 Mon, 01 Dec 2014 22:24:31 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1286423/thought-about-this-as-a-thread https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1286423/thought-about-this-as-a-thread I had an interesting dream tonight that led to an epiphany. I was at a college, not ECU, waiting JustHelp123 Fri, 07 Nov 2014 04:33:34 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1258762/Dream https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1258762/Dream Was fired last week. Somewhat relieved. My only problem is I have no one my age to talk to other t JustHelp123 Fri, 24 Oct 2014 18:51:14 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1245955/FIred-and-car-accident https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1245955/FIred-and-car-accident I feel so worn out and apathetic. I almost cringe every time I think about this meeting that I have JustHelp123 Tue, 23 Sep 2014 05:47:48 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1211841/Work-depressing https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1211841/Work-depressing Yes. Is my 364th day of complete sobriety, but if you went back 8760 hours... I am a year sober JustHelp123 Sun, 14 Sep 2014 20:04:24 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1204281/One-year-sobriety-exact-moment https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1204281/One-year-sobriety-exact-moment My job is destroying my time, mind, and sanity. Just spent 13.5 hours doing work-related things, No JustHelp123 Mon, 25 Aug 2014 22:13:23 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1182975/Panic-Anger-Frustration https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1182975/Panic-Anger-Frustration Well, things are going pretty well. Sleep is getting back to normal. Cleaning my apartment after ge JustHelp123 Sat, 26 Jul 2014 21:12:23 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1155130/July-26-1-month-after-hired https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1155130/July-26-1-month-after-hired The workday goes well. Much better than I thought, though I had messed up some things I claimed I kn JustHelp123 Fri, 18 Jul 2014 22:57:44 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1147495/Day-2 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1147495/Day-2 Today, I went to AA. All you need to know about this post is that the last line is all that matters JustHelp123 Thu, 17 Jul 2014 22:58:22 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1146894/AA-begins https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1146894/AA-begins I don't know what to say really. I got the job I had interviewed for. Been there about a week and a JustHelp123 Sat, 05 Jul 2014 13:38:21 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1134013/July-5th https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1134013/July-5th I got a call today from one of my interviewers saying that they submitted my name to HR as the candid JustHelp123 Tue, 17 Jun 2014 19:19:32 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1115998/Job-offer https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1115998/Job-offer Just wanted to say it is three weeks after surgery. I have been on a lowered dosage and strength of JustHelp123 Sat, 14 Jun 2014 07:21:20 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1112055/Three-Weeks-after-ACL-Surgery-and-Day-After-Major-Interview https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1112055/Three-Weeks-after-ACL-Surgery-and-Day-After-Major-Interview Today, woke up alone. My leg feels significantly better than the day before. Missed my ice-cast and JustHelp123 Sat, 24 May 2014 12:08:36 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1086939/Day-2-after-ACL-surgery https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1086939/Day-2-after-ACL-surgery So. I finished school. Had good moments, and bad. Mostly good. Will start by saying I started to JustHelp123 Thu, 15 May 2014 13:16:52 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1079774/Semester-End https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1079774/Semester-End So, I studied most of last night until about 2 am. I decided to take the test because I figured my p JustHelp123 Tue, 08 Apr 2014 16:39:52 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1054668/Try-and-fall https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1054668/Try-and-fall I feel as though I have finally lost all steam for school. I have two tests over the next two days.. JustHelp123 Sun, 06 Apr 2014 18:59:39 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1052528/Losing-Steam https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1052528/Losing-Steam Today, I got to leave my P.E. class at school early, since I can't participate in much with the torn JustHelp123 Mon, 17 Mar 2014 21:40:58 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1037248/Alcoholics-Anonymous https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1037248/Alcoholics-Anonymous It is the 6 month anniversary of me going completely sober. I wish I could say I felt better today, JustHelp123 Sat, 15 Mar 2014 13:18:01 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1034911/6-month-sobriety https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1034911/6-month-sobriety Yesterday, I tried to take my lamictal in the evening to see if it made me less tired throughout the JustHelp123 Wed, 12 Mar 2014 00:01:06 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1027734/carpentry-excess-day https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1027734/carpentry-excess-day