https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/750915 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en Well I was addicted to either Heroin or pain meds for 20 years. Iv off Heroin and my doctor cut my pa stilltrying1965 Fri, 24 Nov 2017 09:20:39 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2318519/My-last-journal https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2318519/My-last-journal My life as a drug addict is not good it destroyed part of me and still does. I was sent to an approve stilltrying1965 Sun, 09 Jul 2017 20:32:29 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2314624/-My-life-as-a-drug-addict https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2314624/-My-life-as-a-drug-addict My life as a drug addict is not good it destroyed part of me and still does. I was sent to an approve stilltrying1965 Sun, 09 Jul 2017 20:32:29 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2314622/-My-life-as-a-drug-addict https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2314622/-My-life-as-a-drug-addict My life as a drug addict is not good it destroyed part of me and still does. I was sent to an approve stilltrying1965 Sun, 09 Jul 2017 20:32:18 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2314620/-My-life-as-a-drug-addict https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2314620/-My-life-as-a-drug-addict Well I was over 500 days clean but were did it get me nowhere my wife has left me so ill do what I w stilltrying1965 Sat, 01 Jul 2017 06:03:17 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2314467/my-wife-hates-me-im-going-to-go-from-this-site https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2314467/my-wife-hates-me-im-going-to-go-from-this-site Well I'm the worst person who relapses all the time.I get clean for the most over two years then any stilltrying1965 Sat, 24 Dec 2016 13:49:51 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2172200/The-last-chance https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2172200/The-last-chance Well I failed again and what a let down . This is the same old story get clean use again addicted. No stilltrying1965 Sat, 19 Nov 2016 15:45:44 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2127546/Failed https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2127546/Failed I have just came round since a 5 or 6 week bout of depression. I'm happy that I feel better more conf stilltrying1965 Sat, 10 Sep 2016 16:56:23 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2065486/-feeling-better https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2065486/-feeling-better We're did all my friends go ? As I don't know I'm losing everything I ever loved. I'm just out of hos stilltrying1965 Wed, 24 Aug 2016 10:27:09 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2054692/Friends https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2054692/Friends I was at my doctors and he has made me an appointment to see the local mental health team. This happ stilltrying1965 Mon, 25 Jul 2016 14:05:02 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2033708/doctors https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2033708/doctors Well I'm a bit out of sorts, the words I have used as my title. My freedom comes each day I stay clea stilltrying1965 Sun, 17 Jul 2016 14:32:28 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2028248/-Freedom-Love-Life https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2028248/-Freedom-Love-Life Well I'm a bit nervous I'm back in my own hood. I have moved out of my mum,s house. Back to my own an stilltrying1965 Tue, 05 Jul 2016 12:35:53 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2018673/-Back-in-my-hood-Nervous https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2018673/-Back-in-my-hood-Nervous I feel demoralised beaten. One week ago I broke my leg in two places playing football. Now I'm on s stilltrying1965 Tue, 21 Jun 2016 18:01:55 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2006764/pain-medication https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2006764/pain-medication I feel demoralised beaten. One week ago I broke my leg in two places playing football. Now I'm on s stilltrying1965 Tue, 21 Jun 2016 18:01:42 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2006763/pain-medication https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2006763/pain-medication I have come a long long way to get my freedom free from drugs. It only took me twenty years to get th stilltrying1965 Tue, 07 Jun 2016 04:58:55 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1994622/-New-life-with-AFTERCARE https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1994622/-New-life-with-AFTERCARE well I have come a long long way since I started using drugs. dontfeel dope sick iv waited for this d stilltrying1965 Mon, 30 May 2016 09:14:04 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1987242/getting-clean-and-staying-clean https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1987242/getting-clean-and-staying-clean Yesterday sadness. . Made me happy today least night I went to were he rests. For the first tim stilltrying1965 Mon, 25 Apr 2016 13:15:03 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1955978/Sad-day-made-me-happy https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1955978/Sad-day-made-me-happy When I started to quit my addiction, lots of things helped me Talking, curling up in a ball, my det stilltrying1965 Sat, 23 Apr 2016 14:02:21 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1953930/Songs-that-helped-me-what-about-you-guys-n-girls https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1953930/Songs-that-helped-me-what-about-you-guys-n-girls I first used drugs at the age of 12. I was a good lad till I went to high school. Then I started t stilltrying1965 Wed, 20 Apr 2016 18:03:56 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1950905/My-life-of-addiction-and-why https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1950905/My-life-of-addiction-and-why I don't know what you guy's think but I was watching a.program on TV about helping ppl with drug prob stilltrying1965 Tue, 19 Apr 2016 07:35:11 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1949925/-The-same-all-over https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1949925/-The-same-all-over