https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/800339 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en I don't know if it's just because I'm exercising my muscles, and building them up, or what, but I fee HoneyNut Sat, 12 Jun 2010 04:21:07 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/202319/Tremors https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/202319/Tremors Apparently I self-sabotage any progress I feel I am making -- at least that is what my therapist is t HoneyNut Wed, 09 Jun 2010 01:34:48 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/201299/Sabotage https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/201299/Sabotage Dear Journal, How cliche am I? Gosh, I hate myself sometimes. Okay, most of the time. Fine. Al HoneyNut Sun, 04 Apr 2010 22:06:53 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/178435/Motivation-On-This-Rare-Night-No-Just-Insomnia https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/178435/Motivation-On-This-Rare-Night-No-Just-Insomnia I started Thursday (3/18), taking my 1 mg of Ativan. My doctor did say I can cut my pill in half if HoneyNut Sat, 20 Mar 2010 01:05:04 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/172806/Day-2-With-Ativan-Lorazepam-CONCERED https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/172806/Day-2-With-Ativan-Lorazepam-CONCERED I could have handled the situation better. I could have been the greeter, instead of the waiter. I HoneyNut Sat, 13 Mar 2010 02:33:35 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/170157/Random-Poker https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/170157/Random-Poker So today is day two, of me taking 1 mg of Abilify. I can already tell, just like day one that 1 mg d HoneyNut Sat, 13 Mar 2010 01:14:41 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/170137/Day-Two-On-1-mg https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/170137/Day-Two-On-1-mg It's been about a week, since I wrote. Last Friday I was finally weaned off the Abilify, and yesterd HoneyNut Thu, 11 Mar 2010 10:57:19 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/169641/Back-To-Updating https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/169641/Back-To-Updating Feel like I've already explained this so many times. Maybe I'm just a narcissist right now, and want HoneyNut Fri, 05 Mar 2010 02:09:16 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/167699/Enough https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/167699/Enough I have to leave for work soon, since it takes about an hour to get there... bah! Will update more to HoneyNut Thu, 04 Mar 2010 12:47:11 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/167505/Quick-Update https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/167505/Quick-Update I don't want to write a journal entry right now. I'm not in the mood, and feel as if I force it, it w HoneyNut Wed, 03 Mar 2010 00:00:15 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/166968/And-Back-Down-I-Am https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/166968/And-Back-Down-I-Am I think I have reached the point of mild mania. I am not sure if it is due to my new medication (and HoneyNut Tue, 02 Mar 2010 00:45:48 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/166627/Mild-Mania https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/166627/Mild-Mania So after a month of taking Lithium, I gained about 15 pounds. My psychiatrist immediately took me of HoneyNut Sun, 28 Feb 2010 10:46:29 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/166157/After-Lithium-On-Adderall-RIGHT-NOW https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/166157/After-Lithium-On-Adderall-RIGHT-NOW It has been so long! Too long, since I've been on here... I feel so disconnected from all the other HoneyNut Tue, 09 Jun 2009 01:06:20 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/96180/-and-I-creep-back https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/96180/-and-I-creep-back I feel like I am falling in a rut again... everything is a lie, and a sham. HoneyNut Mon, 13 Apr 2009 21:59:09 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/79807/Rut https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/79807/Rut