https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/909415 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en I feel lonely. I feel like I should be doing something but I don't know what to do. I wonder if anyon rogelio63 Tue, 17 Dec 2013 10:31:45 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/985763/feeling-lonely https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/985763/feeling-lonely I feel like I'm going down. There is no reason for me to be down like this. Bills are paid. Family is rogelio63 Thu, 05 Dec 2013 00:00:00 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/974311/going-down https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/974311/going-down I want to quit taking my meds. I think they were wrong. I want to go back to the way I was. I used to rogelio63 Wed, 27 Nov 2013 12:36:51 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/963693/I-dont-know-if-Im-really-bipolar https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/963693/I-dont-know-if-Im-really-bipolar I'm having a really bad anxiety attack right now. Mine always look and feel like the classic symptoms rogelio63 Mon, 14 Oct 2013 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/906722/Anxiety-attack https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/906722/Anxiety-attack I am in the process of starting to wean off my medication. One of the meds I take is Geodon. I'm now rogelio63 Tue, 24 Sep 2013 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/884048/Am-I-really-bipolar https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/884048/Am-I-really-bipolar lol rogelio63 Sat, 11 May 2013 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/764543/lol https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/764543/lol I'm just up and down,,all in the course of one day. rogelio63 Mon, 29 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/752360/up-and-down https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/752360/up-and-down I don't know where I'm going right now. I'm out of work. Even though I'm a nurse and the job market rogelio63 Sun, 28 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/751454/kind-of-scared https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/751454/kind-of-scared I'm so tired of having to watch my moods. I'm tired of being different. I'm tired of my brothers look rogelio63 Fri, 30 Nov 2012 00:00:00 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/610580/Im-just-so-tired-of-this https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/610580/Im-just-so-tired-of-this I had so much fatigue today. I felt kind of ashamed because my mother-in-law was here and after dinn rogelio63 Wed, 21 Nov 2012 00:00:00 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/604017/tired-tired-tired https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/604017/tired-tired-tired I sometimes feel as if I go from one dose to another. I'm at the point now where I feel like I don't rogelio63 Sun, 18 Nov 2012 00:00:00 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/598638/One-dose-at-a-time https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/598638/One-dose-at-a-time While practicing for church this am, I had an anxiety attack out of the blue. It lasted about ten min rogelio63 Sun, 04 Nov 2012 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/584516/anxiety-attack-at-church https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/584516/anxiety-attack-at-church I had another attack today at work. Out of the blue.same as before. rogelio63 Tue, 06 Nov 2012 00:00:00 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/584511/another-anxiety-attack https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/584511/another-anxiety-attack Today I found out that there's a good possibility that all my friends at work got fired. And I'm pro rogelio63 Sat, 11 Aug 2012 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/526279/Everyone-fired https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/526279/Everyone-fired today was my first day back at work after 90 plus days off. A little nerve racking. forgot a lot of rogelio63 Tue, 29 May 2012 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/430387/first-day-back https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/430387/first-day-back I'm having a lot of anxiety over returning to work. I've been gone for a day or two over three month rogelio63 Sun, 27 May 2012 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/429747/going-back-to-work https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/429747/going-back-to-work My pain this morning is the usual muscle pain, but it is almost a feeling like my skin is burning. St rogelio63 Tue, 22 May 2012 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/426943/almost-burning https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/426943/almost-burning Birthday party for son today and I don't want to be around people. Stressed because I'll have to pus rogelio63 Sat, 17 Mar 2012 00:00:00 -0400 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/347231/First-day-with-relatives-who-know https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/347231/First-day-with-relatives-who-know I remember years ago, my wife talked me into "knee boarding" at the lake. I didn't want to but did i rogelio63 Sun, 19 Feb 2012 00:00:00 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/342330/always-forced https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/342330/always-forced Ok, I know I've done things in the past that have been hurtful to my wife in the past. But this time rogelio63 Fri, 17 Feb 2012 00:00:00 -0500 https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/342329/Right-or-wrong-doesnt-matter https://medhelp.org/user_journals/show/342329/Right-or-wrong-doesnt-matter