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Little better but just a little!

Jan 14, 2010 - 0 comments

I find myself trying to make other people happy but when it comes to myself i just can't. Excited but also very nervous about up-coming SSI hearing. The feelings of self harm have not been real strong today. I hope that continues! Can't feel good about myself from the years of being ripped apart. My daughter (my rock) is moveing to Fl next week for nursing school. Happy for her and very proud. But am going to miss her. She is all i have that understands me.

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Just want some peace

Jan 12, 2010 - 0 comments

In one of those moods that i just don't give a flying frick! Tired of fighting with soon to be ex-wife. Tired of not haveing own income till ssi is passed or own place or ride. Have lost so much in my life would like to build some of that back and have my own independence!! I am 39 years old and in bad health. I would realllly like for life to give me a chance!

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Getting concerned about self!

Jan 10, 2010 - 0 comments

I was just punching garage wall today just to feel the pain (WOW). I am so depressed over health issues. Feeling like crap ever day and not being able to do things i enjoy. Then on top of all that marriage just keeps slipping away! Also getting nervous about SSI hearing thats over a month away. Would so much like to have a income again! Just a place to live and be able to pay my bills and be independent again for the most part. I guess the biggest problum i have is health issue: knowing yea i"ll have good days but for the most part i"ll feel like i do today. With know cure insight!

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Just feel empty

Jan 05, 2010 - 0 comments

Have no self estem or self worth! It's not a wow is me thing either. I have just been tore down so much in my life i can't build myself up. I am very ashamed of physical apperance. Have no independence and very little to show for my life. The one bright spot in life is Devin. She is supposed to stop and see me between classes tomorrow.

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