Dec 13, 2009
I am so happy to announce that the spotting has subsided now for 3 days. I haven't had much cramping or any change. I have been having such a hard time explaining to people what's going on. I didn't really want anyone to even know that I was pregnant until I was like 7 or 8 weeks. My sweet hubby (bless his heart he is so excited) told his coworkers and living in a small town it spread like wildfire. I only told my mom, sis, and best friend. Now some of my other family members actually got their feelings hurt because they heard it elsewhere. But I have to explain to them the reason I haven't said anything is because I want to make sure everything is okay at the doctor on Tuesday first (which I am feeling VERY positive about).
I also noticed that when I say we couldn't see the baby on the u/s, and that I've been having spotting, and that I have hemmorhaging..they're like "Oh..okay." I don't know if they just don't know what to say, or what but I don't really feel like I have that much support. Most likely it's just that they don't know or understand what I'm saying I guess (as far as I know nobody in my family or friends have ever gone through this). But I do have the support of my husband and my mother and those two are the ones that have always been there for me anyway.
So I guess I'm just venting!