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holidays and body cleanse

Dec 28, 2009 - 0 comments
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food

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christmas

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body cleanse



Christmas is over thankfully.....I love the holidays but i hate the unhealthy food.....Today I am going to clear my body by only eating veggies and fruit.......I tried to stay away from unhealthy foods but seemed to have slipped up a bit....However today is a new day=) I have to move on.

Life

Dec 17, 2009 - 0 comments
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plans



Since i gotten out of school i have been soooooooooo bored. I hated school but now I hate being bored. I have been running and exercising more but i still fill gross. Today, i am planning on hiking will see what happens though I might just run. I probably will hang out with Jenna today which will be nice.

Food---Depressing

Dec 11, 2009 - 0 comments
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Depression



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Whenever I try to be healthy I never do.
Sometimes I feel like eating nothing
But it would be unhealthy too.
I want to be bone skinny
cute, prissy and minnie
I am told that beauty is being small and tall
But I am average and short.
My breast are too big my thighs are not sticks
I wear a size five
Sometimes I wish I was not alive
Why can I not be like all those movie stars
They have all the guys and all those nice cars.
They wear a size two or if they are lucky a size one
I try to eat right and run
But I can never be like them
And food is not the only problem
I used to be skinny but I was not happy nor happy now
So how can I be happy how?!
My friends are happy with how they look
But I have not felt happy in a long time
This is just the same ryhme
I say it every day
Life is depressing that is what I say