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2 day period?

Jul 19, 2013 - 5 comments

What the heck?? This can't be good.....

Baby Maker

CD26; 12 DPO

Apr 16, 2013 - 0 comments

So life is weird.  Still neg tests.

This week my feet have grown another half size (heat?), My boobs have grown, especially my right one (??), I have continually lost inches (stress?), and I have also had very light cramping in my uterus (AF?) and sorry....loose stool (AF?) And I want to get rid of all my pets and keep the house spotless (stress?) There's more but I've forgotten now. LOL

So weird week over here!  I am still just waiting. It's in God's hands. I think I am ready for whatever comes. I completely trust in God's perfect timing.  And today (unlike every other day, and maybe unlike tomorrow or tonight) I want to try again next month if we can get the funds and I start AF.  So that's new.  I've been just wanting to give up for the stress of it all.

Everyone seems to have stories of how it took family and friends SEVERAL tries, usually IVF which they don't realize is different. And the nurse said don't expect it the first time around. So my, I just KNOW has dwindled down to a Probably not.  I wish there were a magic 8 ball where God could give us insight to calm our worries. LOL. But instead we just have to have faith. Which I am fine with, He is a gracious God who never leaves my side.

Baby Maker

CD24; 10DPO

Apr 14, 2013 - 1 comments

So no new news...

In person there is barely a line to 9 and 10 dpo.  I have such faith that I am pregnant.

Today I got a massage and then after I got home I had a lot of minor cramping. So that worried me. I definitely will not be getting another massage if I'm pregnant until the second trimester like suggested by my massage therapist.

Still waiting and praying and stressing and praying and waiting and praying. LOL


Baby Maker

CD22; 8DPO

Apr 12, 2013 - 10 comments

Sttillllll waiting.....

There was no change. I took the first one and it got smudged. So i took another. I should just throw the first away...but A is the smudged one and B is the SMU.  To me 4/12B and 4/11 look th same. So we are still waiting.

Still, in my mind, there is no way 4/11 could be darker than 4/10, which it clearly is unless I am preg.  BUT I am just driving myself crazy. SOoooo I'm still waiting. And hopefully tomorrow and the next day it starts getting darker. Maybe it will get darker every other day, like it got lighter every other day. ;)  I am so hopeful!!  I just feel that this is it.

SSBD to everyone trying and pregnant!

Baby Maker