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Scared

Mar 24, 2010 - 0 comments
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Oral

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biopsy

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HPV

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scared



Okay so I had my colposcopy yesterday, there was minimal pain. It just felt like a pinch or two. The nurse took multiple biopsies and I have to wait for two weeks before I get back my results. I however got back my results from the biopsy that I did to the removal of that recurring bump in my mouth the results stated dysplasia. The oral surgeon wasn't too concerned and well thankfully I have not seen another one reappear, I however still have geographic tongue and yes I am very scared that I have oral HPV but I am hanging in there and praying that everything works out fine and my HPV goes away on its own. HPV is scaring me!!! I am going tomorrow to do my final HIV test.



Three months!!!

Mar 22, 2010 - 2 comments
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Chlamydia

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HPV

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Depression

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HSV



The last three months has definitely been the worse for me. I contracted Chlamydia, genital HSV1 and HPV. I have tested negative for HIV at 10 weeks and will do my 13week this Thursday or Friday.  I took the medication for the Chlamydia, I have not had another HSV outbreak since and I am scheduled to do my colposcopy tomorrow. God knows I barely have the money to go because I lost my job due to my lack of performance. Depression really got to me. I had an Ascus Pap smear and I am really hoping my HPV clears it self because I cant take any more of this. I have been through enough and sure as hell learnt my lesson.