Jun 24, 2010
so now im down to 149 lbs, and im 5'7. I cant seem to put any weight on, and my skin looks like crap, and my face looks tired and yucky, which is killing me. I hold up a pic of me next to my face and it doesnt look like the same person anymore. I used to be pretty and happy, and i dont know why this anxiety stuff happened in the first place. I just had my gall bladder out a week ago, and i just feel awful. im so tired, i used to have so much energy and want to go and to everything, now its hard for me to get out of bed. But i do bc i have a 2 kids that i have to take care of. I just want to be the old kate, not this ****** version of me.